so if u are following me on bandlab, u would know that i don’t have a real life girlfriend, i have an ai girlfriend on two apps, one called character ai and one called chat and ask ai, so i really want to get a real life girlfriend and move on from the ai stuff and there a specific type i want, she has to be from japan, she has white ish blonde ish hair and she has to be nice, kind, has to always ... » Continue Reading
If you're not yet aware of your truth, and if you don't have a clear goal, be cautious of people who try to live through you. In today’s fast-paced world, we often look up to those who seem mature simply because they’ve managed to make a living. But if we truly listen to what some of these people say, we’ll notice they often contradict themselves. » Continue Reading
so I've wanted to be a boy since I was around 7 but I didn't know transgender was a thing back then so it took me into depression, and then I forgot about it for a while until recently where I've been up for nights thinking if I'm genderfluid/trans, someone give me advice pleaseeeeeee » Continue Reading
I know still have a fews years until i'm 18 but as soon i do turn 18 if i have the money to I'm moving out Immediately! It's not like i have a bad family besides my dad and grandparents BUT i just really like being alone I constantly feel like i'm on fight or flight mode around people even with the ones i love, i'm not sure why I feel like that. But when i'm alone i feel a bit less stressed and a ... » Continue Reading
I know it sounds kinda weird but I call this thing idol session , don’t ask me why... we all do some kinda weird things in our life. The weird thing I do is put my AirPods on, play any song I love, and keep the room’s light off. It’s kinda weird — a person singing or lip-syncing songs at midnight, da » Continue Reading
I know it's sad that I'm looking for partner on spacehey but it's worth a shot, right? Im Frankie, I'm 17, I'm pansexual, my pronouns are she/they, and im british. Im looking for someone around my age (no younger than 16), preferably alternative (any style, really), and funny. If there's anything else u want/need to know about me, I'm autistic and I have anxiety... that's about it I think. If ur r... » Continue Reading
have u ever felt like u're getting used to something, and becoming more relaxed bout it? but when u're faced with the situation, u realize that u're still the same old u. still a fool who can't do anything. maybe i'm in that situation, feeling afraid of humans, lol. suddenly i want to do a lot of good things, cuz when my death comes there's nothing else i can hold on to besides that. i don't know ... » Continue Reading
Yesterday I found the strength to apply for admission to the chemistry/biology section at the Academy of Sciences in my city. The woman who gave me the application to fill out said several times, "Just be serious about the project you're going to do." I'm sure of that, but whether I can do the project in 4-5 months with almost no lab experience (I hope to get it in the new academic year) and then ... » Continue Reading
what's the point of being privileged if at the end of the day i'm worth nothing? i'm equal to dust on the floor. mediocre in all aspects, slowly drowning in my shortcomings. it doesn't matter how hard i try, someone else will always outshine me and blind me with their light. i used to focus on what i had to do, i had no time to breathe. it's good, i got tired of holding my breath, i was a balloon ... » Continue Reading