i just keep loving despite it all. its hard not to fall inlove, its hard not to want. it keeps failing you and you keep failing it. so embarrassing, so honest. i have gaps in my memory, the scenes come in snippets. i dont remember. its so distant, everythings so distant. you still think about me. i remember watching you leave, walking home, crying. i dont know if it would be as good as our dreams... » Continue Reading
I keep seeing people say how certain punctuations- hell, just basic grammar at this point are, apparently, a sign of Generative AI now. I'm genuinely baffled how we got to this point in the current state of humanity because we've been learning grammar ever since we started school, so it's like... ??? What are we thinking??? Also I cannot stress the term "Generative AI" enough since people keep thi... » Continue Reading
He says he doesn't mind if I write for him. I'm better with words than he is. I'm a very private person. I tell no one. Nothing ever happens. No, I haven't heard the news. No, I don't feel any particular way about that. No, I haven't done anything, been anywhere, seen anyone, thought of anything since you last saw me. I don't own anything. I don't want anything. I don't like anything. I don't li... » Continue Reading
"Estamos tan mal acostumbrados al amor que no lo notamos. 'Nadie me ama', pensamos, mientras mamá prepara el desayuno, ese amigo hace mil chistes para que dejes de llorar, al llegar a casa tu perro salta emocionado o tu gato se recuesta sobre tu pecho, un desconocido te da los buenos días o ese profesor que nota tu ausencia pregunta: '¿Por qué no viniste ayer a la escuela?'. Creemos que el amor ... » Continue Reading
I truly would've lost myself a long time ago, and if i had, then you'd probably never meet the person who I am today. But a cog tweaked in my brain and told me I should still find the fragments in my heart to return the love that someone who's so real and willing to care for me had given me too. But to find more of it as a ''thank you'', Because I'll never find these people again. It's like findi... » Continue Reading
My mind is sporadic sprinting far ahead, unreachable to I with useless limbs like lead. Hardly can I grip this pencil or these words before » Continue Reading
while looking through my old messages and thinking.. i realized i missed writing insane amounts of paragraphs, coming up with characters, and trying to integrate my character into a group of other ocs with really eclectic features. have you ever done a roleplay where there's a bloons td monkey, a madness combat grunt, and a limbus company character all interacting in the same universe? i thi » Continue Reading
[Anything Blue is referring to only Fritz//anything Purple is 079] It was boring walking around the facility. Even with the lingering fear of getting seen and caught by foundation staff, it was boring. Fritz wandered through the halls alone again, looking for a specific » Continue Reading
You need to know when to run. Run through the fields, galloping across the weeds and dry leaves. Run, like the horse you carry on your hair, the horse that runs through your veins, the horse on your fucking piss, the horse you keep between your cheeks, whatever the hell those are. Run until you cannot move, run to starvation, run to fuck, run for your survival, run, run, run. Majes... » Continue Reading
Writing around five in the morning after drowning in studies and articles about business and thought I’d share an idea that came to mind. If I am being honest, this had been lingering at the back of my head for as long as I could remember or upon tracing back, since the time I ever involved myself into people romantically. No matter how strong your foundations are, how you sit on your very throne ... » Continue Reading