SOOOO, im only using my laptop rn, bc the phone i have now (my grandma's old phone) doesnt fucking work, WHAT THE SHITEEE. Idk what im supposed to do😭 But the worst part is I cant mesage my friends or my gf TT and i cant just come over at one if my friends houses bc its like 40 mins cycling and its the weekend » Continue Reading
Idk why it feels like a chore, it's not that I hate my friends/the ppl I care for, I just prefer my solitude over others company most the time, some days I can text them nonstop but other days it's not so easy. [before this rant I want to say that I know she can't control how she feels especially since she has bpd most likely, she plans on getting a diagnosis for it this year to see if she does ha... » Continue Reading
Before you read this I just want to ask you to please read it carefully because this is a bit of a sensitive and important topic and I hope there aren't any misunderstandings, thank you. I don't know how many of u guys know this but I'm muslim, and when I tell people this » Continue Reading
I’m on vacation with the fam for my little sisters birthday and I’m so hyped!! We’re gonna go skiing and snow tubing, they even let me bring my dog Tyson cuz we’re gonna be away from home for 4 days!! Most of my family is gonna get here later tdy and when it gets dark we’re getting in the snow but for now we’re gonna be at the water part with my dad’s friend:3 There has been a few problems but I l... » Continue Reading
I hate pessimistic ppl. well ok, u can be whatever u want, b when pessimistic one start blaming n teasing me for being happy abt a tiny occasion or if im happy just because I saw a cat - its weird and stupid! why is it so hard to see happy tiny details in every day or at least be polite to those ones, who still dream, try and love and are not mad abt everything? » Continue Reading
Greetings everyone , Althought the contemplating rarely stops, I'm trying to be more positive and stop thinking about it. I used to draw but I'm not very good at it so I thought I shouldn't even bother.. but maybe it could help my cause, maybe I need to start drawing out of enjoyment again , without worrying about comparing my skills to others I'm not good with names , do you have any suggestion f... » Continue Reading