why are dads genuinely so mad at everything? I love my dad, he's a great guy. but there is not a day where he is not yelling swear words at something. I'm not sensitive to it or anything I'm used to it and I try to not get worked up over things. and I've had good moments with him, and its great when I do. but it's hard not to be distant with him when every conversation usually somehow goes negativ... » Continue Reading
oh i’m fine, it’s alright. everything’s fine. until it’s 5 am and i’m alone and there’s nothing to distract me from my sadness, from realizing no one actually cares enough. maybe i’m selfish for thinking so, i know my best friend is doing the best she can. but she’s too far away (literally, she lives in another city) and i desperately need someone to hold my hand, hug me, let me break down in fron... » Continue Reading
omg my fawking right ear piercing CLOSED im going to literally murder myself like end it all rn im in da process of stretching my ears right n my right ear has alwaysss been sososo overly stubborn like im tb shes always bleeding like a dramatic bitch everytime i try n put a 14g in n like its js sooooo funny cz i was js looking for like 16g for her cz she gives me sm issues w the 14g sooo i wanted... » Continue Reading
aha im such a trend follower TELL US ABOUT YOURSELF name:: Soap nickname:: Soap how old are you:: sixteemn zodiac sign:: sigh.... scorpio current location:: mexicerr eye color:: a brown so dark it looks black hair color:: it was blond, then light brown, then dark brown, and then recently i looked in a mirror and noticed it's visibly black hair type:: tight curls you have no idea hieght:: 167cm!!!!... » Continue Reading
.Hey, I want to let y'all know that I've been sick for like the past week or so, and I'm managing to get by, but it's definitely a lot for me right now, since the throat syrups for coughing, herbal throat teas, and other medicines don't seem to be working all too well. Sometimes, I'd actually manage to make my nose bleed (my guess is from all the coughing, but I'm not too sure on that...). But, ju... » Continue Reading
I think I'm retarded I turn 18 later this year. I'm slow. I talk and act like a child. I like cartoons and my parents help me with everything. my rooms a mess and I'm ugly. I'd hate to think I have BPD or some shit but the symptoms of unstable self image, self harm, and the quick mood changes and shit- everything that makes it different from bp feel right. and I hate it. I hate myself. I miss bein... » Continue Reading
FUck yeah I do. I do not need a headache, what I need is a good ....well a good cup of a coffee. And some good sleep. And to get some of this shit dragging on and on and on. But there is good news. FINALLY!! I am just pumped to do me for a hot minute. Finally, it only took my ass how long. I am starting to learn to split my time to those who are really worth of it and nice. Nice people not random... » Continue Reading