I dont have many friends , and my dearest online friend is having a rough time. Everything feels so meaningless. During evenings or nights, I just feel so lonely. I talk to many people at school, they just dont care enough to text me. Im sick of surviving till Friday , only for this shit to start again anew. I really want someone who cares about my wellbeing, but I'm kinda boring and quite frankly... » Continue Reading
Everyone has sex , everyone knows how a pussy/cock looks like, everyone watches porn, so there should be nothing wrong with dicking someone on a street corner. » Continue Reading
hehe my mom is at helsinki rn so my dad is watching us all alone so ima pull an all nighter since my dad only comes to check up on me like once sometimes not even that MUHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAAHAHHA! i dont have an energy drink, but i think i can survive » Continue Reading
if i were a feeling id definitely be excitment i get excited over anything and everything and i feel the excitement way too much to the point when something doesnt go the way i thought it would, the disappointment gets me really depressed (yes im thinking about my Byler depression as i write this, fuck you) im not complaining tho, the disappointment part sucks but excitement is what keeps me alive... » Continue Reading
i keep my arms covered now im to ashamed of the scars covered all the times my firends make jokes about hurting them selfs but they dont understand » Continue Reading
hey hey hey been a while since i posted. me and dad went to a concert last night, we saw benighted (FR) and carnosus and benighted specifically were fucking AWESOME. seriously impressive stuff, creds to all of those dudes. the vocalist and basist had such energy, everyone instantly got hyped as fuuck. there were three or four dudes moshing during their entire preformance. even my dad joined in ri... » Continue Reading
sometimes i lose my excitement about things when i accomplish them. ts happens a lot and im not happy about it bcz i get disappointed. thinking and dreaming about something is fun and i really do try hard to get it but when i do get it, it just doesnt feel the same. for example i met a group of ppl and i really wanted them to be my friends, i hung out with them not knowing if they wanted to be fr... » Continue Reading
I never really blogged before, but I wanted to catalogue this somewhere. I went to Seattle on Wednesday, and got a bunch of food and the ALNST deluxe art book. I wanna so happy, I’ve loved that show for years now. Just wanted to share, and brag a bit! >- < » Continue Reading