what is and isnt nu metal is highly debated and yadda yadda but what i wanna focus here is albums post Korn's debut that dont have long pauses with riffs and generally feature some kind of electronic sound (like synths or sliders) i will now list my 3 favorites !! 1 - American Head Charge - The War Of Art | this is such a fantastic record, the most "metallic" album i ever list » Continue Reading
im going. i dunno. also gonna wear my paw shoes. fuck ice and fuck school. will update on my blog afterwards if anything interesting happens, if not, ill probably still update with how boring it was. » Continue Reading
Hi! Haven't seen you guys in a while! (literally because of me, dw) This is a quick upload cause im at my college and im really bored tbh, not in class, just came because of some stuff with the tuition. I missed writing here tbh, but i dont think i have too much to talk about, i just finished one of the longest summers i've ever had, not because it was actually long, but because i didn't do shit, ... » Continue Reading
I love music, not just listening to it to drain my thoughts. I hate talking about my problems and feelings after being excluded and somewhat shamed in my family for talking about that went through my mind, which for some time was pretty crude and dark. Now, music is my only outlet for emotions, even if I don't sing well, I find myself singing until my throat goes raw just t » Continue Reading
I keep getting in fights with my family without any reason they just feel like it they see me as the family retard and anything I say they say I’m crazy and in the other hand if any of my younger brothers say the same thing to them they treat him like the smartest person in the world you know what? I’m done with them I’ll steal my documents and some cash and run away they are the crazy ones if the... » Continue Reading
“Questions to Silence” There is no answer to the question to everything we ask. Sometimes it just watches us as we walk. We are born without understanding time, we grow up searching for meaning, and a description of the day what life is, is a given. We run after dreams, names, things, places, but the soul in its essence only wa » Continue Reading
Estoy escribiendo esto en la escuela enfrente de mi maestro lol, honestamente sigo súper enferma pero tuve que venir aun así. Estoy cansadísima!! Tipo ya me quiero ir pero hoy tengo que entregar una exposición con la maestra que más más odio 😭. Es honestamente la maestra que le cae mal a todaaa la escuela, nadie en mi grado la soporta por que se contradice sola. Bueno hasta aquí la dejo por que me... » Continue Reading
That's the only thing I can do at the moment, try hard to not overthink everything and just enjoy the small wins we actually do get to see. I somehow managed to find something else in terms of work, while it isn't the most ideal I'm still thankful I found something...at this point money is money, currently going to be spending time getting trained...but other than that everything else is pretty go... » Continue Reading
its in a brace and its annoying bc i had to spend 15 dollars on this brace so now im poor again and i js got my biweekly check which is $130 seems like alot but for groceries for me (which is like $50 for 10 things..) it isnt alot anymore and it goes away fast but wtc its better than nun » Continue Reading
Diaper Stop-Loss — A diaper preemptively worn before heavy intoxication as a safeguard against embarrassing consequences, especially non-euvoluntary urination (i.e., technically voluntary but occurring under decidedly non-ideal circumstances), once self-control and awareness have effectively been liquidated. Our Entry for " stop loss order " » Continue Reading