You wanna know how it feels to fucking care more than the others? It's when they're sleeping and you're crying. I'm crying right now, not because I'm sad, it's because I'm fucking angry. In this situation I could tell person fuck you, and be gone. But nope, I chose to stay. I stayed because he had a bad time, because I wanted to help him, because I cared. I don't know, it's not love, it's human na... » Continue Reading
So there's a list of people that hurt me at random points of my life. I just have to let them go, so I'll pretend I am writing short messages to them. To my first "boyfriend" (I don't count 1-2 months of relationships until 17 year of my life as relationships): thank you for being kind to me, and fuck you for breaking my 11 y. o. heart. To my second "boyfriend": I hate that you tried having sex wi... » Continue Reading
So the only motivation I had for doing my bachelor's thesis is that it will end. And I had no time at all to do anything rather than working and bachelor's thesis for TWO FUCKING YEARS. And those two years i had dreams about what i will be doing after getting a diploma. So there's my list of things I REAALLLYYY wanna do, that i didn't have time for, FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS: - go to gynecologist and ... » Continue Reading
you know what, this post will be a reminder for a future me, that I WILL NEVER GO THORUGH THIS AGAIN. No masters, no second bachelors, NO. I tried to pass my bachelors thesis last year, what happened? Oh, so my lecturer was so dumb that after almost 9 months of actually doing my bachelors and almost finishing it, other lecturers said to me "you know what, your topic sucks so much, you have to redo... » Continue Reading
You know what, I started seeing when people genuinely like me and when people just like how they are feeling with me. A lot of people told me that I'm actually good listener, fun girl, supporting and caring etc. But I can count just on my fingers how many people actually liked me. » Continue Reading
is it normal to get motivated, because everything's wrong? like I'm so sick of my life I actually started doing something for it to be better. and it's always like this, i get motivation from negativity, from bad things. oh, I just realized it's normal. because how you get motivated if everything's fine. when you're comfortable, you just enjoy your life. like everything just hurts today. my appea... » Continue Reading
You know what, yes i hate men. And I don't care what you thought about me when I said it. I hate men who are dumb. You don't know what day is an independence day of our country? And why we have two of them? You don't know why we see moon? You don't know sun is a star, not a planet? You just laugh about how you never payed attention in a class? Oh i hate uneducated men so much. And why I call them ... » Continue Reading
I'm so fucking tired working. I'm here for 10 hours already, customers are rude and crazy, my legs hurt, my back hurts. I have nothing to smoke, so my nicotine addiction hits hard right now. I haven't slept normally for maybe three months already, getting like 4 hours of sleep every night. I just don't want to sleep. Have you even been so tired you don't even want to sleep? I'm constantly stresse... » Continue Reading
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