have u ever felt like u're getting used to something, and becoming more relaxed bout it? but when u're faced with the situation, u realize that u're still the same old u. still a fool who can't do anything. maybe i'm in that situation, feeling afraid of humans, lol. suddenly i want to do a lot of good things, cuz when my death comes there's nothing else i can hold on to besides that. i don't know ... » Continue Reading
exactly one year ago, i left behind things that were not mine from the start, left someone, left a place, left feelings. i erased everything, and started over, with a new me. after a year passed, i thought there would be no more feelings left or bad memories stored, til yesterday i saw the paper in ma room that i had not had time to throw away. n yapp, it felt like everything was playing back in o... » Continue Reading