my philosophy as of late... idk what it is dude im just missing when the internet felt FUN. and not like an attack on all my senses the second i open an app. spacehey helps but im missing the old (now dead) anime forum i grew up on... COME BACK TO ME!!! » Continue Reading
I've been thinking about breaking up with my bf for a few weeks now cause one of his alters got a girlfriend and syarted hosting, and I was just kinda alone all the time but still in a relationship, and I was just sad and lonely and distancing myself from my feelings but his alter and their girlfriend broke up earlier and my boyfriend is like "I'm gonna be fronting a lot more so we can talk more a... » Continue Reading
So I'm a tiny bit late but one year (and a week) ago, I posted my very first blog post on this site. I was at a low point around the time that happened and, while things weren't perfect , a lot has happened since where I think I've undergone an insane amount of growth as a man. Hard to believe I was still trying so hard to impress that one former friend and I still don't have the gall to reply to ... » Continue Reading
A lot of this will be repeated from my bulletin from the other day but, I want to have a blog just to always have it. I came back from the library book sale, grabbed the mail before going inside and noticed that the letter my psychiatrist said they would send with my diagnosis came a week early. Walking to the back door I started to shake, I was so nervous that it was going to be negative and that... » Continue Reading
My birthday was on wednesday and no one wished it to me, even my online friends. I also had zero gifts, but a medication poisoning. Too bad, i was on the way to the therapist. This one called the hospital and they washed my stomach. So yeah, that's why i haven't been online these 2 last days. » Continue Reading
OH EM GEEEE i'm 33 ( οΎο½₯oο½₯ )οΎ heyyy frandz!!1! omg so lyk… i’m turning 33 (i kno, ancient af LOL ) & u kno i HAD 2 make it a thing. sooo... on saturday 16th aug » Continue Reading
I know sometimes I may seem like a simple man to you, with a simple life and simple aspirations. I just wanted you to know, even though sometimes I may seem that way, there's always a ball of threads behind it. Sometimes my desires intertwine, one thing to fulfill both wants. But I gotta tell you, I'm not honest with what I want, not even to myself. That's why I'll hide. Hide behind simpler wishes... » Continue Reading
U guys r all babies! I'm only 21 n I feel ancient here LMAO. 2 clear up da rumours, high school iz not in fact da best yearz of ur life, but u will nevr have da amount of free time u currently do!! Enjoy it I beg of uu. Bullying iz da worst but atleast u dont have dishes and vacuuming waiting 4 u wen u get home (I hope) XD depression iz much worse when u have a 5am shift to clock into. » Continue Reading
you are not original for posting grainy gifs, glitchy fonts, and lowercase diary entries. everyone’s doing it. you didn’t invent sad girl nostalgia. it’s all copy-paste now. individuality is dead and you all murdered it with your blurry pngs and fake deep bios. congrats. » Continue Reading
I have realised, my phone is making me go insane, I have been addicted to it from 15 to 18 (now) so i'm making a digital detox plan. .switch instagram reels, yt shorts, c.ai and tiktok for- pintrest, netflix, spacehey and apple music. .watch more tv shows and movies insted of youtube videos and scrolling .start watching content that make me happy insted of brainrot- skateboarding videos, vlogs, jo... » Continue Reading