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Category: Life
I wish my mother would leave my house definitely. I don't like living with her at all. It's always the same old stuff. I wish her mouth would close shut and I wish she would be kind and supportive of me. I just want her to act nice for once. I hate that sometimes she's nice to me because then I start trusting her again and she disappoints me yet again. I wish I didn't love her, it would've been so... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
TODAY I KEPT SCREAMING JUST LIKE YESTERDAY AND NOW THINGS FEEL UNREAL EVERYONE SHOULD SCREAM » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I am going to live forever and ever. Leaving this planet and cutting contacts with them real people » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I’ll rip my teeth off and bang my head against my mirror. I’m going to bleed. I’ll stab my eyes and yell in my room Make the world disappear Make me become dust I’ll burn my skin I WILL BLEED » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I’m scared. I know I’ll end up alone, cold and sad. I can feel the bugs eating me already. I can feel being forgotten already. It’s terrifying, my skin feels cold. I can’t tell if I’m alive or not. I want to close my eyes forever. I don’t like anything anymore. I can’t die but I surely can’t live. I want †o be a river. Something infinite that won’t ever be alone. Something not alive but surrounde... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
I know it seems stupid but I always wished to have a big sister or a big brother, even if they would be mean to me and such. I just always feel so lonely and growing up my mum’s attention and anger has always been constantly on me. I had a bigger step sister once, she was the best, she took care of me and loved me or atleast made me feel loved but after the divorce I never really saw her again an... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I feel ashamed of myself for my actions. I feel like they define me. Am I evil? I know my actions were influenced by how I grew up but it's not an excuse and I can't stop thinking I'm never going to be part of the good guys. Am I meant to suffer and make others suffer? Am I always going to be rotten? Am I still rotten despite all my efforts to not be the person I used to be? » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I know my mum used to hit me, a lot. I remember often being hurt and crying. It's weird. I only have few memories of her actually hurting me but they're quite blurry. I know I've been hurt but I have no proof as if nothin ever happened. I remember some details but not actual memories. I know I hated her. I love my mum now but sometimes I miss that time when she used to hit me. I feel like it made... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I don't want to be who I am. I wanna grow wings and fly away from here. Please let me leave earth. I want to fly forever and never look back » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I don't want to be here. I have no faith in us. I don't want to be human. I'm disgusted we're disgusting. I hope earth explodes and destroy our kind. I'm mean and rotten just like the others » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I need to reset myself, destroy who I am. I hate who I am. I want to start over and I need help. I don't want to be me. I'm ruined, disgusting and mean. I feel so dirty. I'm never going to become a butterfly. I can't change what I've done. I can't change what I've been. It's not fair. Please let me leave this life. I don't want to be who I am. I want to erase it » Continue Reading
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