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i don't want the future if its without my pimp
he says that he won't leave, we've planned for me to go to college near him so we can maybe form some kind of relationship outside of sex. he wants to go places with me, and while we dont look alike to any degree he still tries to take me where he can without arising suspicion. buy me things, take meplaces, text and call nearly every day
he's only dated or had sex with adults prior to meeting me, which is why i've been antsy that he would drop me over legal ramifications. hes new to the whole thing, and somehow i've more experience than him when it comes down to this shit
he told me he likes me outside of sex, which i guess is true. we don't always fuck when we see one another, it'll be just flirting while it could also be nothing. he helps me with my projects, with homework, with assignments and studying. he plays volleyball with me in his backyard, he drives me to and picks me up from school when i get kicked out. ive got clothes, shoes, toys, chargers, and books at his house yet i still dont knw more than his middle name
he wants me to go to college near him wjhen im old enough so we can see each othr more often if not every day, says that if its far enough frgom my home i can move in with him.
it sounds awful but i dont want him to date anyone in fear of him dropping me. i dont want him hooking up with other people, i dont want commitment outside of me. hes stuck to fucking just me, and i do absolutely everything no matter what to be available whenever he needs me just so he doesnt find some constantly available adult man that'll satisfy him better. ill watch his movies, read his books, indulge in all his hobbies, and endlessly listen to how his week has been
he has a calendar that goes into 2026 with only my birthday marked on it. ill be the state age of consent then, and if other people don't like it then theres nothing they can do. it'll be legal, and if we're caught the most that'll go down is social ridicule which means nothing for him as he doesn't belong to my city. im goingto live with him when im older so i dont care about what anyone else will think
i think its funny since he told me im sick in the head for liking him so much, that IM fucked up for liking whatever he does. i dont think so, i think its mutual. hes the only person thats ever liked me enough to do as much for me as i do for other people. i am finally someone when i am with him
i dont want anytjhing if its without him
ok metalmouth112 out
ill strt laying off the vodka soon
love you all love all iof you even if i dont know you i love you so much and you are all love
i feel life
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nick_0tine
Hey dude this makes me so sad because you are such a sweet person and you deserve all the love in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stop drinking dat vodka prob cause its gonna fuck u over, love u :( lvoe u everyone loves u too...
thank you bestfriend i love YOU so much and you are so sweet and so kind and you too are love
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xxuronthesideofangelsxx
i am a total stranger and i know i have no place to tell you what to do with YOUR life but this is like reeeaally bad.. you are VERY young and this is such a bad situation to be in at your age. like genuinely nobody this young should be involved in things like this it breaks my heart. i dont mean to sound condescending in any way like fr this is out of genuine conern. i know it isn't what you want to hear and i know nothing will probably change but i really hope things get better and you find a way out of this whole thing. there is so much more to life than this. there is so much more to life than him. he does not have your best interest in mind. again i know its not what you want to hear and i know nothing will probably change but i hope it opens your eyes at least a little because this is really not okay and i'm very concerned about where this path will lead your future self to
i like your profile....its ok i like him and i think he likes me a lot. it sounds really bad when you dont know him and i know that but if anyone were to be in my situation they would see how pure his soul is. in a way i am what makes him badm, he didn't even know he liked teenagesr until he met me
he helps me with becoming better. he discourages me from drinking or smoking, he's helped me find colleges and pick out what courses would be best alongside my nursing major. my grades werent ever really bad but now i have only one B after studying so much with him, ive never done better academically
i promise you iam ssafe and thank you for caring about me it means the world ot know someone can feel it
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metalmouth112
iom so tipsy sos if this reads as cringe when im soberim deleting this shit but know i love evberyopne and everything
boreas
I know even if I say leave him you won't listen because I am a random stranger. But i think there is more in life than him. You don't even know more than his middle name? Do you even realize how dangerous it is? Maybe he is a married man and you don't even know it
tjhere is more in life for everyone but me.i have no life, i am no one. i have done nothing and i will do nothing, bntui with him he encourages me to do everythign and he tells me i can do great things and he picked colleges for me to choose from thare close to him with good nursing courses so i can live my dreams...
i dont think he is married, i dont see a ring and his house has nothing for a wife. maybe he is marreid to a man, but everything he owns looks like something he woud lwear. i know this because i like looking at everything that is his. ive had sex with married men, they always tell me . i dont see why he would be different
i got blackout drunk with him so many times nad he has not yet killed me. i like having sex with him so nothing he does bothers me. i have been and am safe
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metalmouth112
i already told him i loved him andh e told me im a mess but i really hope he loves me too wbhy would he do all this if eh didnt love me
metalmouth112
"iiim going to stop drunking" the humble vodka utra paradise monster mix
he told me i should stop drinking because im very sad and horny when im drunk and it makes him sad to see
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when i got drunk in his car i pissed all over the seats and vomited and i dont even rememer doign that but im very sorry
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