ok so the dudes are Žika (yes the name i put in my profile...yes I also wanna try it out for myself...shut up..) and for now oc2 cuz ion have a name for him yet lol Žika is either fully serbian or mixed (yes, like me....I'm projecting a lot onto him...shut up..) and oc2 is italian/russian the two r in their early/mid twenties and roommates in am apt complex and they're both LLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOSERSS... » Continue Reading
your hands and your hands and your hands and your hands and your hands, and mine juxtaposed against this highway, this sky, these trees, your ceiling the world can’t seem to fucking stand it—we’re laughing all night in their faces because we’ve found our place and it’s something they’ll never even know i almost can’t help but feel bad, i bet our laughs probably even sound a lot like theirs, too r... » Continue Reading
tw: religious trauma there are nights when the darkness feels alive, curling its fingers around my throat, whispering ancient hymns that sound more like curses. in those moments, i can feel God’s eyes on me—not the gentle gaze from stained glass windows, but something piercing, all-knowing, suffocating. the weight of His omniscience presses against my chest until i can hardly breathe, and i wonder... » Continue Reading
I am a guy Despite the space between my thighs Despite the bleed that marks my fail Despite the friends who never see eye to eye Despite what my mother has to say I am a guy » Continue Reading
for, i am only a man, my aspirations outlandish and my dreams improper, as i am no true hero, or villain stopper. i see the sky between my fingers, and one thought lingers. "who am i?" for, i could be a knight, a prince, a king or ruler, but those feel drear, boring, and like a saboteur. as dawn turns dusk and the sun says goodnight, i lay in fright, one question in sight. "who am i?" am i someone... » Continue Reading
Today I woke up with earplugs in my ears and rain outside my window. I spent a couple hours in bed rolling from side to side until my body was in so much pain that I had to get up and walk around. Upon leaving my room, I am met with familiar faces and voices, words and phrases that I know but cannot feel. The rain beats down on the ground outside and it's all I am able to understand, the natural ... » Continue Reading
I've been working on a few pages of my story again. It's getting slow. Today I ordered new materials, stamp pads and stencils. I can't wait to see how they turn out. As I said, it's my very first attempt at scrapbooking, so I still have no idea what I'm actually doing. But I'm really enjoying it. What I urgently need to learn for other projects is how to use an AI properly so that you get what you... » Continue Reading
An itch you’d love to scratch The guilt seeps through your back From where I used to plant kisses When I was your mmes The heart tha » Continue Reading
im disappointed that it's almost december and hasn't started snowing. like i get global warming is the thing happening but sometimes i feel like the seasons are just changing. summer wasn't even that hot this year. why is it snowing in the US before CAN? weird shit. the earth is just shifting? flipping upside down? who knows. im just annoyed bc i love winter. i think i just love the blue-greyish a... » Continue Reading
Acho que de acordo com a época que estou, não me agrado muito com o meio atual. Isso não é um tipo de reclamação vazia. Vou escrevendo aqui e quiçá tu leitor, pode sim ou não concordar. Bom, hoje tenho umas crít » Continue Reading
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