Trans(ient) Masculinity
Desirous thief walking,
I take a piece of every silhouette crowding
My vision
Is seven miles a second,
Hungry for textures of men
To hoard in the coat
I lifted off a man from a film in a burgundy-bathed theatre.
He smoked cigarettes on dark angelic streets,
Lanky form wrapped in flowing charcoal.
I followed,
I burned,
I sunk clipped nails into his outer layer,
Catching.
My eyes, peeled from across the street, trail a posture:
Rigid yet at ease.
Delicate as a willow, sturdy as a pine.
That sweet masculinity which lingers after the wearer departs.
I separate from this dragged-around collaged form of mine,
Manipulate space to catch up,
Try on his demeanor,
Wrap it around myself like a scarf,
Thread it til it fits
Take it in, pin it
Cut it up so it’s mine,
Flowing with the skin on my back,
Hard and worn as the leather adorning weary feet.
Sacred quiescence blankets figures on every street.
On a constructed body it leaves no trace.
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kaya
I love ur writing sm
Lucinda
your poetry is all over the place and that makes it good keep it up fellow transgender