Well, now they're all gone. I don't have to deal with them or him any longer. And I.. miss them. But, at some point, they'll be gone from my memory. Just like everything else (why does this sound so fucking stupid :'p). I'm... glad that I don't have to think of him any more. » Continue Reading
Entered a fit of depression and just spent the last 24 hours in bed catatonic. Trying not to enter a new fit *of rage* at the grief over the time wasted, and break everything in my house right now. What's the point? I don't even want to write about it here. I don't know why I wrote this, I thought maybe it might make me feel better about all of this. I'll never get the time back. EDIT: I got drun... » Continue Reading
Poo and pee. Poo and poop. Poop and poo. Water filled with poop. Poop falling down a tree. Hot Poop (Frank Zappa reference). Poop A. Poop B. Poo restaurant. Poo store. Public poo. Private poo. Institutionalized Poo. Industrialized Poo. Televised Poo. Poo sexuality Naturalized poo Animal Poo Human Poo Non-identified poo Graduated poo Unemployed poop » Continue Reading
hello all!! here are some poems from the past few months that i have never shared before but that i appreciate so.. enjoy!! im trying to get back into writing but its been really hard to find motivation lately so. this is me trying to do that. lmk wat u think » Continue Reading
And hidden in fragments of snowfalls crescent, through bitter afternoons, thoughts wonder through sounds, of heels clanking rough on the ribbon of painted sidewalks. I hear the chant, and I feel the winds carrying entices of church bells whispers. I come to a halt. I allow this soul to escape and seethe through a nights warming cold, when skies cascade to darkness, I am welcomed with the open arm... » Continue Reading
Performed a magick ritual on the 21st as per Mildred. I've been collecting Ov and Blood over the period of each month without trying too hard. I haven't been forcing it. If the moment arises and I bleed, well, never let good blood go to waste! If I don't bleed it's a test from the universe toward my will. Nonetheless I've been trying to roll with my intuition and a little combination of fate, or... » Continue Reading
“It’s late, are you sure I should still be here?” Steven let me stay at his before my parents got home. My parents worked late. He was friendly, and he was trusting, so I never questioned staying here without really a given permission. It was like staying at a good friends house. Steven was 28 years old, and I may have been 11, but he was still my friend. He was nice to me. Not a lot of people are... » Continue Reading
THIS IS AN AU! THE TAG "β" IS FOR VXMP AND THE TAG "β‘" IS FOR APHRODITE! (my ocs) SO YA its first day in this creepy town, but im trying to warm up here. this forest is creepy but its actually kinda cool when u explore it more! but i keep seeing things in the corner of my eye. i just ignore it. vxmp out! » Continue Reading
ACK!! 2day I went to a poetry/performance night. I have always loved poetry and writing and I even write some poetry myself. I haven't written anything in a few months, so it's a little outdated, but nonetheless. At first I thought that there was already pre-decided performers coming on stage, until they pulled out a sign up sheet for those who wanted to go next. My heart has not pounded that hard... » Continue Reading
I joined this as a severely mentally ill kid bro I think I got off this because I tried to kms and theres no internet in the mental hospital » Continue Reading
Sé que no soy hermosa, sé que a veces no entiendo, que desde el principio he sido un error. Soy rara, intensa, rápida… todo en mí se desborda y, cuando me doy cuenta, ya he hecho o dicho algo que no debía. Crecí sabiendo que no soy brillante, que me pierdo en lo básico, que no puedo caminar sola por las calles porque el ruido y la luz me hunden. No sé seguir instrucciones, no sé hablar cuando me m... » Continue Reading