Thank you, Zack

It’s slowly inching onto the 1 year mark of when me and my closest friend met. 

Him and I are such amazing friends and whenever I’m down in the dumps, I know he’ll be able to bring me back up just by talking with him. He’s so incredibly kind and has a silly sense of humor that is just so natural for us. 

This is possibly one of the best friendships I’ve ever had, but I wouldn’t be lying if I said I wasn’t scared.

Most of my friendships don’t last long. There’s always a rift between someone and then maybe they come back and maybe they don’t. 

I feel like there’s a ticking bomb somewhere, just waiting to go off and explode and ruin everything. And I’m scared. 

I need this friendship to last a life time. I don’t want a best friend, I want a best friend forever.

Zack, if you’re reading this, which you may or may not be because I won’t tell you to read this, I want you to know that I am so happy you are here and in my life. You make me so happy, and you have changed my life so much. From DADS to Ketchup to no se emo and money, I always giggle with you. You made me a playlist that changed my life (for the better) and I never want our friendship to end. 

So thank you, Zack. Thank you for showing me what it’s like to be seen and heard and appreciated without having to ask for it. Thank you for accepting me and my weirdness and my flaws. Thank you for being a shoulder to cry on. And thank you for being my friend for already almost a year! 

Myself a year ago had no idea what was about to happen to her when we became friends, but I’m so glad we did.