A few months ago, I made out with one of my best friends. I don't know how it happened. He came over during winter break to watch The Hobbit with me, and we ended up making out until my mom came home. We joke about it happening, and we've even talked about the whole situation and decided to stay friends, but now there's a different problem. I think I have a huge thing for him. I gave up on my last... » Continue Reading
Tell me why I, a hypervigilant, paranoid, jumpy person fell in love with a fucking horror games enthusiast :x Don't get me wrong I love hanging out with her, but I just hopped off call from playing The Mimic on Roblox and I don't think I'm going to sleep tonight... 😭😭😭 Ugh I love her though and even though I'm super tired and grumpy I'm obviously still gonna play these games with her cause it make... » Continue Reading
How is this even possible? I can’t fucking understand it. How do I know it’s over, that we’ll never be together again, yet I still care about her so much? I’m ready for anything. I’d do anything for her. I’d die for her. I’d ruin my health for her. I’d stay up for days if she needed me. I really would. » Continue Reading
Yknow, it doesn't really matter what happens. It doesn't matter how much I fuck with my health, how much I blast loud music into my ears or how much I distract myself with work or whatever. I just fucking feel empty without you. Yeah, sometimes it does work. Sometimes I do feel better about myself and my life. But the reality is that im fucking miserable. No one is fun to talk to. Nothing is fun t... » Continue Reading
It had been a few months since I had last spoken to a friend of mine. The circumstances of our last conversation were less than ideal, caused by an outburst of theirs, and brought into the mix were various, minor odd actions of theirs. I left this conversation feeling particularly unimpressed. It's not often that people so close to me end up disappointing me so much. The talks stopped abruptly, an... » Continue Reading
i love them so much its unexplainable. i dread every second that im not with them or talking to them. i need their touch, their hugs, their kisses every day of my life otherwise i cannot cope. my ribs hurt with how much i love them. i would do anything for them, just for their love and attention. no one else is allowed to love them, im the only person who is allowed to love them. they only need me... » Continue Reading
There's this girl that I'm dating and I am crazy about her. There something about her that makes me want to care for her and make her feel loved so much, I'm applying to go to the same school as her next year just so I can be with her. I don't know if it's the way she looks at me when we're on the phone or the way she just makes me smile every time that I see her or what, but I like everything abo... » Continue Reading
So, I’ve been with my partner (trans masc) for a couple months now. We’ve hung out at each others’ houses and all that (don’t get my wrong ideas. We’re both asexual) but recently he hasn’t been talking to me since Wednesday, April 23, which was the day after state testing. We have 2nd period together so I’ll like say hi to him and he’ll say hi back but nothing else and normally we yap to each othe... » Continue Reading
A month ago I made a post about how I was falling in love with someone who I didn't know had the same intentions as me... :,3 The funny thing is that I took a chance and told him I liked him... He told me that he liked me too but was afraid to try anything (This happened one day while we were sleeping at his house, I decided not to insist on the subject and remain friends)... We went out a couple ... » Continue Reading