"Chilling"
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Pretty self explanatory, second poem for her ---- These thoughts don’t stop, they echo, they scream. I’m the reason you’re gone, not just a bad dream. I wish I could fix it, but it’s too late to try… I broke what we had, now I j » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
No explanation needed. --- Doesn’t matter how many girls I’m with, It’s still you I wish I was with. I fought that fight for you alone, But everything broke when you left home. I talk to others, hoping it’s you, Lying to myself like it’s something new. I hate that it ended like this, I do, I just wanted to be the one for you. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sometimes I get so angry with stuff. I’ll just be pretty neutral, even bored. Then I suddenly get a though and am fucking mad af, bro. Sadness, happiness, despair, whatever. It just turns into pure hate and anger lol. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Sometimes I wonder what even is life... We broke up, I know that there is a 0.01% chance of it ever working out again yet I still love her. I know that there are so many better girls than her but I still love her. I know that she maybe wasn't the best for me but I still wonder. I know that there are many girls that'd give me an easier time and love me the same if not more but I still love her. I k... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I feel like I'm in this constant loop of my life getting better a bit and then it massively becomes worse again. Sometimes I wish that I could just turn my heart off and not feel any emotions to be honest. It'd improve my life massively. It's such a pity that sadly the world doesn't work that way. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sometimes I wonder. Is my life really that bad? I mean of course. I lost her and I love her to death, I'd do anything for her and it hurts a lot that we're not together. But is my life genuinely that shit? Looking back at the last few days I only see: - A shit ton of caffeine - A shit ton of work - A shit ton of loud music into my ears I mean. Looking at it this way doesn't make it that bad. It's ... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
How is this even possible? I can’t fucking understand it. How do I know it’s over, that we’ll never be together again, yet I still care about her so much? I’m ready for anything. I’d do anything for her. I’d die for her. I’d ruin my health for her. I’d stay up for days if she needed me. I really would. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My mind is such a mess right now. I literally don't know what's happening. If I try to explain what I'm thinking/feeling to somebody they'll probably think I'm crazy lol. I guess it's good that I don't really need that. Just writing down my thoughts is good enough for me. Sometimes I'm feeling as happy as I can feel, other times I'm just feeling as sad as I could. And it's not like it changes ever... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I just don’t know why I’m living anymore. I know what I need to do daily, I know what I want to achieve but I just don’t have a reason anymore. I dotn have a reason to keep fighting for that. I had her. I was fighting for her. To become good enough for her, to be good enough for her when we were together. Not anymore. I’m just fighting for nothing… and if I’m fighting for nothing how can I contin... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
She told me to get over and just move on. I dotn want to do that though. I love and care for her. If I ever stop loving or caring for her. Then did I ever even love her? The answer for me is no. If that’s the case then you never really loved that person. The connections in your brain are made, they made break off a little but they’ll stay there. I know I’ll eventually feel better. Within the gran... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
She told me to get over and just move on. I dotn want to do that though. I love and care for her. If I ever stop loving or caring for her. Then did I ever even love her? The answer for me is no. If that’s the case then you never really loved that person. The connections in your brain are made, they made break off a little but they’ll stay there. I know I’ll eventually feel better. Within the gran... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I wish there would be a happy ending. At this point I'm just losing hope though. And I don't know if me constantly thinking about how this is going to end happily is helping. I imagine her texting me and just boom. Happy end but she probably hates me.. She probably wants to fucking forget I ever existed. Even resents me lol. For some reason my mind keeps coming up with happy endings though.. It's ... » Continue Reading
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