Sooo we broke up. Well I broke up with her. I had finally started to see her again but soon my mom found out and now I had to move back in with her. I knew we wouldn't see each other for a while and well knowing she was gonna start college soon I didn't want to make her wait any longer for me. I broke up with her and fuck it hurts. She told me to get a car and get my stuff together and maybe then ... » Continue Reading
9:38am My body hurts. Down my back, up my hips, just through most of my upper body. I'm not really sure why, unless it's stress pains or something. Last night, I made a mistake and pushed my friend too far, asked too much of them. And while I only wanted to help, I didn't stay calm enough. I owe him an apology. I hope he won't be uncomfortable when talking to me today. Again, I'm moderating my fri... » Continue Reading
I Don’t Feel Empathy Like You Do. Am I Broken or Just Wired Differently? Please DNI with the blog if you're conclusion ends up just attacking me, I actually WANT help. And am not actively harming others!!! » Continue Reading
Spend time outside, open your blinds, make your bed, stop listening to sad music, stop regretting shit that happened in the past- there's nothing u can do but move on and forgive yourself, stop isolating yourself from others and talk to people you trust, Sure I'm just a stranger behind the screen, but idc who you are, how you identify or whatever else there is- I truly hope you the best And for pe... » Continue Reading
sometimes when i drink monster (the energy drink), i feel like im going crazy, but i cant tell if its because of the caffeine, or if its because i drink monster every time im already feeling crazy. it could prob be both im not rly sure. about to drink monster rn and im already feeling rly weird but i d » Continue Reading
Reflection on My Final Days in Tucson — and Arizona In just a few months, I’ll be leaving Tucson after nearly a decade here (2016–2026) and moving to an entirely new state. As I’ve been packing, planning, and saying my goodbyes, I’ve been reflecting on what this chapter of my life has taught me. Some lessons were hard, some unexpected, and some I wish I’d learned sooner. Lessons in Love and Bounda... » Continue Reading
it all started during christmas of 2016, when i had gotten plants vs zombies: garden warfare for the xbox 360. as you may know, pvz gw is an online multiplayer game, meaning you needed xbox live gold. my dad bought the membership so i could play. at the time, my gamertag was literally just my dad's first and last name. fast forward about a week later, a friend and i were looking at funny bootleg/r... » Continue Reading