yes im ranting about this again, i miss my friend soo much. we used to be so close and we used to call all the time and i genuinely ruined it and i js wanna kms because i regret it so so so so so much if someone could PLEASE tell me something that will 99.9% work to get them to talk to me again then pleaseeee dont gatekeep ok im begging i love my friend so much, i really wish we could just talk ag... » Continue Reading
I barely have an audience and nobody checks my blog but im gonna post entrys anyway cuz yeah but let me get to the point: Life sucks. everything is so fucking unfair i actually cant. I was meant to finally go to japan in march of this year but trump is a dick so he started some fuckass war with iran and it genuienly fuccking sucks i was really looking forward to that and now I can't go to japan at... » Continue Reading
I haven't had a hyperfixation in like foreverrrrrrrr does anyone have any anime recommendations for me to lose my shit over? pleaseseseeeeee » Continue Reading
I lowk won't end up accomplishing anything in my life. im genuinely just gonna end up neet or homeless and everyone is going to abandon me eventually. Im doomed to be useless. » Continue Reading
I hate myself, I shouldn't have lived for so long I should've killed myself or died in 2024 this isn't worth it anymore, 2024 is the last time that I was genuinely happy for more than 2 hours why am I still here i could've just killed myself dude. If I killed myself in 2024 then I wouldn't have to experience today, everyone would just move on and Id be forgotten by useless people that don't matter... » Continue Reading
Basically, a few days ago I asked an irl to help her with a project! she agreed to let me help her. Today I said I couldn't cuz Im failing school really badly and I need to catch up !! She responded tell me that it was ok and that I shouldn't apologise but she also told me "I knew smth like this was coming so I didn't add you on the list of people that were gonna help me" ?? maybe im reading into ... » Continue Reading
Today I overslept so i missed the bus and im my mom wouldnt stop yelling and telling me that she's gonna hit me when she leaves my room. She was screaming and like comparing me to my friends and overall just like attacking every aspect of me so I cvt myself a tonnn but yh. i cant leave my room so im eating my halloween candy to ease my hunger because i dont wanna ask for food and then she makes f... » Continue Reading