just went to the mall with this boy i think is cute, but i couldnt ever get with him because hes got his own little thing.. if he didnt he'd surely be mine, and at this point, i just need someone to be there for me more often then not, and since my last.. relationship.. ive been trying to replace the thought with him. i feel bad for wanting him to go everywhere with me, but i just need a friend t... » Continue Reading
I like to think trans, it makes me happy to feminine and to be called a girl but i can't bring myself to truly say i am, at least to most people. for the moment i just use they/them even though i don't think it describes ME correctly, i don't why I can't tell people even when I really really want too. i can't help but feel that my inability will forever stop me from embracing who I feel im truly m... » Continue Reading
i hate thinking about this -- let alone typing it, but its true. i have no desire to do anything with my life!! i dont mind it a lot, but sometimes i do. when i do, i dont do anything about it! how can i change this? nothing is interesting to me except for relationships and music. no other hobbies. music is the most important thing in the world to me! if i have no music, i have no life!!!!!!! but ... » Continue Reading
I really wanna learn but I’m scared and don’t really know where to start. I see people using them to get around campus and to the bus and their cars. It looks so much fun I’m jealous » Continue Reading
π’πππ ππ½ππ π πΊπ πΎππππππΌππππΎπ πππΊπ πΎπ... Tuve que hacer una entrevista a una persona sin techo para un trabajo. » Continue Reading
So I have this YouTube channel that I started earlier this year, mostly chasing childhood dreams (I say while being in high school..) anyways, I've posted most of what I wanted to but now I'm not really sure where to go next...does anyone have any ideas? For context I run an EGL related YouTube channel and I've milked the fashion for most of what a teenager can afford T^T » Continue Reading
People around me always have different dreams and ideas. I always listen to them and I always try to cheer them up if needed. I always try to make myself seem better, I adapt to people around me so they would know that I understand them But I don’t I never had dreams about becoming a billionaire. I never had dreams about having tons of friends or a cool car. Never had dreams about having a cute d... » Continue Reading
Hello world! It's me, the great and amazing Tsotsi with day 12! I'm going to talk about my wife (girlfriend) again because she's so sweet. I'm just soooo in love with her! I was sad yesterday because she was gone all night but she eventually came back! Did I miss her? Of course I did! Who wouldn't miss their girlfriend if she was gone all night? Anyways, uhm, I'm slowly running out of ideas for b... » Continue Reading
I'm trying to learn how to play the guitar. I'm lost and have no idea on how to start. I watched some videos (at least 30) but that didn't help at all. I think I need a real teacher. I'm also trying to learn japanese, and this one is actually really easy and fun! Maybe instuments aren't my thing :P » Continue Reading
Hello world! Tsutsu here with day 17 (SEVENTEEN HAH) of blogging. Today I wanna talk about the terms favoritism and unfairness. In my family, it's the same thing. My dad uses favoritism and both of my parents use unfairness. What makes me say that? Well before my 3 littles siblings existed, my parents would pay attention to me and care for me and yk do their parenting duties. But as soon as they ... » Continue Reading