1 year sober

Tw sh

I recently have reach a very important milestone in my life.

I struggled with sh for 7 years now. I felt hopeless and alone. Finally throughout these past 2 years I learned how to stand up for myself and how great good friends are.

I have reached 1 year of being selfharm free. An in accomplishment i never thought I'd reach. Thank you to all my friends and family who have made it possible to love myself again♡

Grasping tight it holds me near

  Yelling doubt and endless fear

 The first taste a gentle lore

 Promises a sweet sweet cure

 In this moment make it brief

 In masking pain and hiding grief

 With all the pain you have to fight

 It's unseen chains hold you tight

 Faces fade and voices dim

 You cannot hide the voice with in

But with every fall a chance to rise

 To break the cycle and shed the lies

 I can let all my scars fade

 Get up each morning start a new day

 With every step the chain grows thin

 As light and hope break there way in

no longer trapped by sorrows game

 A spirit free a heart reclaimed