A little rant while waiting for my food to cook -- When I was ten years old, I was catching a train from Alexandria to Cairo. I remember the station less as a place and more as a kind of machinery, a living mechanism made from clocks, steel, fluorescent lights, tired bodies, luggage, announcements, footsteps, and people who already seemed to understand what was expected of them. Everyone » Continue Reading
this is the laptop ive been using since like.... FOREVER and i love it! only problem is the speakers bc theyre blown out but it has these cute lenovo speakers too! it works perfectly fine with older programs and websites » Continue Reading
It's soo difficult making friends in this websited omg!! but i hope this gains some attraaction! my name is zauer but you can also just call me Z, the main fandoms im in are omori, dandys world and the webcomic series "this could be anything" !! i have special interests like reading webcomics, goats and drawing! im also getting into homestuck and more fandoms! just look at my pronouns.cc for more ... » Continue Reading
INSANE THUMBNAIL I KNOW.... But it's true.. and I'm writing this blog in nothing but a towel and I'm smiling through the pain right now. I AM NOT LEAVING MY ROOM FOR THE ENTIRE WEEK. Lowk this may be one of the craziest blog I've made but hell yeah So.. WHAT THE FUCK DUDE. HOW DID YOU LET THIS HAPPEN AFTER 6 YEARS STRAIGHT OF MASTURBATING?!?!?!? LET ME TELL YOU BUDDY... So I » Continue Reading
i came out to my mom. really this time. i said the words " i am a woman " to her face. she is helping me find a doctor to get me hrt. this is what i wanted. this is what i needed. it wasnt hard. there was little resistance. from her. i am not happy. that is not surprising. to me. everything is so fucked all the time. » Continue Reading
PREVIOUS ENTRY | NEXT ENTRY | ALL ENTRIES i started smoking again recently. but let me back up. two Sundays ago i had a weird dream. my qualifier had apparently asked me to house-sit for her. she was living in this large house, had a boyfriend who i immediately disliked, and kept t » Continue Reading