MY JOURNAL HAS FINALLY BEGAN!!! Finally after a while, I have decided to use my Youtube Channel to post my pictures and videos about my blog!!! I am so happy with the result and you know what the real deal is?... I FINALLY GOT MY DREAM DIGITAL CAMERA!!! After been saving money for months, I GOT IT NOW!!! I c » Continue Reading
Yeahhhh… life’s tough and I thought why not. The cigarettes aren’t mine anyway, I stole them from my dad’s office because he secretly smoked behind mom’s back too. I have a senior who can buy me more cigarettes tho, I may need em later (I have his contact for it >_ » Continue Reading
Spoiler alert… this went VERY bad. o_0 So… dad has always been the one to teach me things like fighting, self defense, how to use guns, how to defend yourself from predators with firearms or sharp objects. I guess that’s why I’m more like dad than mom. I’ve been learning how to shoot with a rifle with him for months (almost a year I think) and I did pretty great. I know how to hold it while stand... » Continue Reading
I don't even know the category this should be, but it's my life so why not? Economy sucks and I'm closer to one year before college too. Everyone in my family are also fucking old, mom got more sickness now while dad got older plus feels sore often and my brother is useless as shit. That means... I have to work EVEN HARDER than I used to. So NOW I have to sell my pastries again, get in more extra ... » Continue Reading
Finally after a long while, I DECIDED TO MAKE MYSELF SOMETHING GOOD! >:D I don't know if I deserve it, but I've been tired f or a while. You know what's the worst part is? I CAN'T LOG IN MY BITVIEW ANYMORE!!! » Continue Reading
DISCLAIMER : I'm talking about IRL society , NOT SPACEHEY and this is from my experiences too. I'm not really writing this just to share my opinion because obv I DON'T WANT THAT » Continue Reading
Last week, I wanted to make something special since I've been very happy and comfortable with my new classmates (I switched classes), so I wanted to show them how GRATEFUL I AM to be with them all !!! :D I asked someone in my bulletin about what to make. They mentioned cupcakes, but still, it's very difficult for me to make butter cream for cupcakes (That's a good idea still, I even have cupcake c... » Continue Reading
(This is a vent) Everyone around me is just... they all have purpose to talk to me. Nothing is real, all the friendships are never real, they were never real. They all seek to see me for reasons, for their benefits, their needs, their desires.. EVERY. DAMN. TIME. I'm tired of it. Mom's words are even worse, just to think of it! "Oh [name]?, She used to brag about how she want to get breast surgery... » Continue Reading
This is a VERY long blog, please reconsider reading because if it was me, I would NOT read all of it. December 27th I just finished my final exam and got home, and that's when mother told me in the care that "we're going on a road trip!" and I JUST FINISHED MY EXAMS , I was very exhausted (╥︣﹏᷅╥) , but then mother told me that there's nobody going with » Continue Reading
Gotta start with vent first. So, I was eating my bean soup (that does not sound appetizing but it's good enough), and then my mother mentioned going to family karaoke party (I always hated that damn family event, no- I hated every family events with my mother's side of the family.). I declined nicely and somehow... my BROTHER was there. He was NOT letting me go , so he tried to have an "adult conv... » Continue Reading
Like I said, I didn't thought of it happening. I heard this from people I knew in school and I WAS SO SHOCK LIKE HOW COULD THEY GET THAT FAR????!!!??! It began when I first started my senior year in high school, I was in a foreign language class, and most of the classmate were new students from different parts of the country (like North side of the country) and I was already here since I was a jun... » Continue Reading
[THIS IS A VERY LONG BLOG so please consider before reading all this.] Warning: This is my work experience as an employee in children education field. This may not similar to other people's work experience, but I sincerely hope that this may help with people who worry about having careers (especially teenagers who are nervous), and maybe motiva » Continue Reading