I wonder if you can feel me. can you feel my breath still when I think of you. can you feel the pounding of my heart against the cage that holds it in. can you feel my touch as I try to hold onto the thought of you. can you feel my tears run down my face as I realize that you are too far out of my reach. can you feel what I feel? or do you simply block it out so you don't have to face the fact tha... » Continue Reading
They say the universe conspires in silence. That long before you ever meet someone, your souls already know. They’ve danced in the quiet spaces between lifetimes, brushing past each other in dreams, waiting patiently for the stars to align once more.And when the moment finally arrives, it doesn’t feel like the beginning. It feels like remembering. There’s a certain magic in that. A glance that lin... » Continue Reading
Just a heads up, this is not a part 2 to my earlier post. This is a different, much closer friend. Okay so I have 2 people I trust my life with, well used to at least. I'll call them D and C for now. Yesterday D calls me and sends me screenshots that C has been hooking up w/ my ex who I had a VERY messy break up with 3 weeks ago and a lot of blocking and drama happened. C was there w/ me through a... » Continue Reading
Since the middle of the school year, I've had a small crush on this one guy, but he had a girlfriend then, so I didn't even bother talking to him to respect his relationship. However, recently, I've stopped seeing them together, so I checked his Instagram and saw he took down all their photos together. I told my friend, and she encouraged me to follow him on Instagram to shoot my shot, and guess w... » Continue Reading
There are words that live in the silence between my thoughts. Letters written in invisible ink, meant for no one, but somehow meant for someone. I’ve crafted entire paragraphs in the quietest hours of the night, folded into dreams, sealed with uncertainty, and left unread. Not because I lacked the courage to send them, but because some feelings are too soft for this world. Too personal to be place... » Continue Reading
I don’t know how to explain it without sounding a little delusional, but have you ever met someone and felt like... you’ve known them before? Not in the "we have similar music taste" kind of way. But in the soul-recognizes-soul, "energy aligns before words are spoken" kind of way. Like the universe paused for half a second when » Continue Reading
I used to be really depressed and would even do SH, but so far, I'm 2 months clean and have been feeling better, but now I feel like I can't do anything right. I've tried to do stuff, and it all fails, not to mention I have been feeling lonely since my bf is actually being beaten by his dad, and I can't do anything about it makes me feel like a bad girlfriend. It's my first relationship...well, m... » Continue Reading
i have never been someone who develops a crush easily. in my almost 21 years of being alive, i can count on one singular hand how many people i've had a REAL crush on - as in would be actually open to pursuing instead of just appreciating their beauty. spoiler alert -- it's about 4 and there's about a two-and-a-half-year interval between each. i kid you not, it's like my body resets after each fai... » Continue Reading
Something I would never wish on someone is love-bombing or anything of that nature. The whole feeling of wasting your time on someone who acts like they really like you upsets me alot, just wasting my time as a whole upsets me. I wanted to come here and address it and let everyone know that you are so appreciated and so loved, do not let any other individual control you and your emotions because y... » Continue Reading