...I didn't leave him.
I know I promised myself I would after all the bullshit he said to me. But I can't follow my own advice.
I decided to trust him (something I shouldn't do, being a man-hater), and he promised me that as long as I'm here, there won't be anyone else.
At least until he finds another...
He still has the idea that even though I'm already here, he can fall in love with someone else (for those who don't know, he wanted an open relationship).
This pisses me off. Because what does it mean you can fall in love with someone else when you already have me? Your love should be given only to me, just as I give it only to you, and not to another girl.
So, basically, I'm doing it for the plot.
Let's have fun, see how it goes, but I'm not taking it seriously because I already know it will end sooner or later.
And I hope I won't be too upset when it does.
That's all for now, I'll keep you updated.
Kisses.
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Deelirious
omg your blogs are so good, you articulate them in ways that express what others couldn’t
Dreamy<3Laura
girrrrlllllll, you need to put yourself first, this is not ok, you know deep down he doesn't care about anything at all, you wil be happier once you realize those kind of guys don't deserve a second of your time, you will find the right one later in life, but this is not it.
Sending you courage, you'll need it, I know exactly what this is because I've gone throgh it, it won't be easy but trust me you're much much worth it than that.
Thank you so much. I swear i'll do something about it
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YOU BETTER DO
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Zahraa
Ummm so he is using you and you are fine with it?..
We already fought abt this, he knows im not ok with this and he told me he will be 100% honest with me. He's not the man of my life anyway and i know it. I'll just live the moment, it will end anyway
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