loneliness

isnt it weird how easy it is to be so alone??

im surrounded by people everyday and i get along with everybody and yet i dont feel a connection to anyone. i feel like everybody's hust tolerating my existence till i go away. it feels the same both online and offline. whenever i see posts about gfs or friends i just get so incredibly jealous at how easily it looks

i dont know if its just my personality, if im just unlikeable or disinteresting in general but its as if ill be alone forever, just acquaintances with everybody and never finding anybody special

i hope someone else out there relates or like.... thisll be really embarassin to post lol

cherry out