Warning: Graphic depictions of violence towards others I lay my eyes on you, and my inner beast awakens. Gently it rises, stretching and wrapping itself around me like a second skin. There, it purrs into my ear. Isn't that a nice target? As you talk, it sinks its fangs into my adrenal glands, releasing epinephrine into my blood system, making my fingers shake and sharpening my thoughts into silv... » Continue Reading
hey everyone! thank you for the support. i've seen your comments, the kudos that keep the page lit, and the friend requests piling up like unread messages. i'll accept them all as soon as i can. i'm not great mentally right now, so everything feels heavier than usual, but i want you to know: i still want to be here for you. i care. i hold you. i love you all, even when my screen t » Continue Reading
๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ I drove my car down the main street Leaves are falling from the maples But for drought instead of glory I waited at the final stoplight That separated me from you Seconds feel like hours waiting for the rebirth of green I passed the threshold at green dawn And pulled into the lot You are at my window in a moment I saw that you were sweating From exertion unchar » Continue Reading
๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ Along the road to happy past time And most sacred memory Is the peeling paint And shattered dreams The houses remain Cracked windows as sunken eyes With threadbare lashes Moth ridden and forlorn Trees dead and dry Against uncaring sky Parched earth of the fields Where sustenance once bloomed The chalky white hills Unnaturally steep » Continue Reading
My love has left me, And I mourn. My love has left me, Like the willow- Bent and forlorn. My love has left me, But I do not scorn. My love has left me, And she is gone. The roses in the garden Are no longer ghostly pale- Red as blood, As blood is red, And dawn is blue. How curious. How curious- The ripening of the roses. Once virgin snow, Now » Continue Reading
I stand in the shadow of your care, a care given elsewhere, to siblings, to echoes of yourself. Why not me? I learned the world without your hands, clothes unwashed, lessons untaught, a stench of neglect clinging to my skin, a laughter I could not join, because they never showed me how. Nightmares came like storms and your door was a wall, cold, unyielding, while I curled in my » Continue Reading
"Hi! I’m curious—what device do you usually use to go online? Do you prefer a PC, a laptop, or a mobile phone? I’d love to hear why you like using that device and how it works best for you. For me, I use [your device], but I’m always interested in seeing what others choose and why." » Continue Reading
This poem in particular is incredibly personal to me. Not in the sense that I wish to shield it from the light, rather, it reminds me of somebody that I used to, and perhaps still do, know. » Continue Reading
hello minna-san!!!!! (โฟโ โฟโ )ใ it's been a few hours since i last updated, but i think i'm starting to get a hang of this place XD~ (โ'โก'โ) i have a roommate apparently named Ayumi Sakuragi, and she's VERY familiar with the Archive and is now also my sister figure for some reason???? what tthe HECK is happeni » Continue Reading
Floating in the midst... between candy-cotton clouds and dark dense fog The irony; the contradiction So sweet, so innocent as she remembers, long ago... hardened by a cruel world, someone she shouldn't have become Unrecognisable The radar - picking up signals that could be easily overlooked... Always looking for the best in people only to be disappointed on » Continue Reading