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Category: Writing and Poetry
(i havent even begun writing this yet and i know its going to be heavily inspired by what we do in the shadows, so please watch that. but yeah, im writing again because ive had a sudden burst of motivation, be prepared for this to be terrible as i havent written since july, i know i said id add more to the last one and then didnt, but i actually want to work on this as i feel i have more of a plan... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
it's been an eventful week, by that I mean I wouldn't have made it through this week if I didn't have so much revision to do that I can't let myself think. 1. SCHOOLS SHIT MATE. I'm very into my grades so feel the need to revise every day and it's just not healthy. I can't imagine how bad it's gonna be in a few months if I'm this stressed now. 2. my mums been sick for the past month so I've had to... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I don't fancy this girl anymore but I MAJORLY fell for her in april-june this year. she was perfect, mature, kind, funny, amazing music taste. I asked if she wanted to meet up and she said yes and kept saying "oh I'm busy this month, I can next month". next month never came and she ghosted me once I came out to her and she found a group of friends cooler than me. now shes posting everywhere about ... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
(i will attempt to defend these) 1. people clapping after i played an elliott smith song on guitar in assembly: my favourite guitarist of all time and a huge inspiration for me, i learnt the song in just one week and played it perfectly and thought "holy shit im playing one of my musical heroes songs.. and people are enjoying it??!?!?!" 2. my friend not showing up to school for two days: KATIE COM... » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
CONTEXT my mum miscarried before she had me so i never got to meet my sibling and i ended up being an only child. THE DREAM I had a dream where I found an old montage of clips of me and my non existant older brother when we were younger (in this fucked up dream world he was alive but died when i was 9.) HE WAS SUCH A LEGEND!! There were little clips of him entertaining me as a baby and stuff and i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
"why have you cut all your hair off?" "i swear she had longer hair yesterday" "it doesnt look BAD, you just look like a year 8, thats all" » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
BACKGROUND INFO, There's this autistic girl in the year below me at school, she gets pretty badly bullied, and unfortunately a lot of that happens on the bus. She made up this alter ego called Iris Moonshine which she threatens to reveal when people are horrible to her. I find it quite sweet but, when you go to a British secondary school, nobody gives a shit about anything unless they've seen it o... » Continue Reading
Category: Parties and Nightlife
its under a fucking bridge by a motorway. I asked my mate if there would be any *suspicious activities* going on and they said "oh nothing to worry about, just some drinks and some smokes". WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOTHING MUCH?!?!?!? I KNOW ITS REALLY MINOR BUT I AM FAR FROM A "just some drinks and some smokes" PERSON ALRIGHT?!?!??! ITS THIRTY THREE DEGREES CELCIUS THAT DAY ASWELL IM GONNA SHRIVEL UP IN ... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
I havent watched the original film but I really want to. BUT YEAH. what we do in the shadows is a mockumentary (pretend documentary) about these vampires and their familiar and its amazing. you know its a good show when me (a slightly emo sexually ambiguous teenager) and my parents (in their 50s and still dont realise its not the 80s anymore) agree that its one of the funniest shows ever. please j... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
(This is my first attempt ever at writing that isn't something I've done at school (even then i usually abandon it after the first page). No it isn't some sexual fan fiction either, drag your minds out the gutter. I will write more (hopefully) when I can think of more to add so this isn't the whole thing. Writing prompt from @the.plottery on Instagram) (also just a WARNING for mention of mental h... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
There's a comedy zoom night that I go to/watch every Monday and I decided to record myself doing comedy to screen share on there. I wasn't that pleased with the outcome as I had loads more ideas but in my defence it was nearly 40 degrees when I filmed it and I forgot everything I wanted to talk about. I think some of it went down well though?? I got a few laughs (even if they were out of pity) so ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
thats it, thats the blog. i feel hot and sick. » Continue Reading
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