a guide to rejection and eternal loneliness

dear person one

If you're going to cancel our plans a day before, please be fucking straight up with why. Don't give me that "my parents won't let me" and then wait for me to pry it out of you before adding "my friend asked to go, and I'd rather go with him".

dear person two

If I rant to you because youre the only person left who i can tell dont respond with "boohoo". And dont cry homophobia when i awkwardly respond with "u and ur boyfriend r gay" to lighten the mood. If you paid attention when i came out to you instead of just replying with "youre too autistic to date anyway" then youd know that im literally bisexual.

conclusion

I honestly feel so lonely at the moment, my mates all understandably care more about the people theyre dating than me, which has left me alone with nobody to talk to about this stuff. person 2 has a long past of just being a dick and he was pretty much the only friend i had left which forced me to put up with a whole load of degrading bullshit. Im fine ill get over it, it just comes and goes in waves and wont matter when i forget about it in like 10 minutes.