♫if youre having girl problems i relate to ya son, i got 99 problems and a girl from brighton is quite a few♫

I don't fancy this girl anymore but I MAJORLY fell for her in april-june this year. she was perfect, mature, kind, funny, amazing music taste. I asked if she wanted to meet up and she said yes and kept saying "oh I'm busy this month, I can next month". next month never came and she ghosted me once I came out to her and she found a group of friends cooler than me.

now shes posting everywhere about that girl in red song about october and about how much she wants a girlfriend. i dont blame her for moving on and im very happy for her BUT STILL. 

heres a list of stupid things i did because of her:

-i started learning french on duolingo because she took french GCSE.

-i snuck out the house to buy her favourite food so i could talk to her about it.

-i wrote a poem about her which i destroyed because it was too soppy and cringey.

-i watched her favourite tv shows and theyre now my favourites.

-i researched jobs in radio to give her advice because she wanted to become a radio presenter.

oh well, now i can make basic french sentences and i know loads about radio.