maybe its just because i go to an insanely mediocre school but my schools musical is terrible, im meant to be playing guitar in the band for it, dont know when though because they keep postponing it lol. first time it was postponed because of covid (we were meant to do it in february 2022). second time they had to postpone it because everyone was quitting and nobody knew their lines. and now its b... » Continue Reading
a few days ago i went to see extremely lovely and funny comedian mark watson and it was such a weird and surreal experience. (he is uk based, im aware most of this website is from elsewhere than britain so you might not know him) i was queueing with my mum to buy some drinks before it started and mark litterally WALKED RIGHT PAST US!!! I WANTED TO SAY HI BUT I WAS TOO SCARED. the show was great, t... » Continue Reading
just specifically comments ive recieved today, on the first day back at school, that im too scared to say to peoples faces because i hate conflict. "you and the new girl should become lesbian lovers": jokes on you shes actually quite fit and shes smart, wouldnt mind that at all. *litterally just barks at me*: i have no comeback for that. "how can you even watch heartstopper, theres gay people kiss... » Continue Reading
(take a shot every time i say "Ed", "omg" or make myself sound like a creep, youre gonna have a great night.) I saw Ed Gamble on Sunday 3rd April and his support act Chloe Petts and they were both incredible so heres just a blog of that day because im still buzzing about it. I listened to ed on radio x first thing and thats probably the first time i realised "oh my god, im actually going to see hi... » Continue Reading
Im starting to ditch all my toxic old friends and now im hanging out with a group of really cool alternative people. im near the top of the class in every lesson at school. i go to my first comedy show in a few days (im insanely obsessed and have been for a while if that explains my excitement). im widening my music taste and ive been listening to a lot of 80s rock and metal, and ive been discover... » Continue Reading
ive started doing a lot of revising recently so here's some of my achievements so far :p. 100% drama written assessment, other people i saw got around 45% and the second best was the same as mine, as we were in the same group together lol. but nobody else came near that. 82% maths, doesn't sound amazing but ive never gotten above a 50% in maths and i only lost marks for misreading loads of questio... » Continue Reading
going to see ed gamble on the 3rd of april and i physically cant wait, it feels so far away but its only a few weeks like, how tf did time go that fast???? (also im doing alot better now so no more rant posts for a while (hopefully)) » Continue Reading
tw// mention of drugs, violence, mental health kind of a follow up to my previous posts but everythings got worse. 1. all my friends are fading away because theyre convinced im an awful person now, some of them ive had so much background with and weve been through so much but this whole situations just caused them to despise me and every single one of them are just pretending they dont know me. ... » Continue Reading
school starts again tomorrow and im terrified. my only friend in my classes isnt able to come in so i have nobody to turn to for comfort. the past few weeks have been really difficult at school and i just feel like nobody is there for me. ive grown up telling myself that talking about emotions makes me an attention seeker so i dont have the confidence to open up to anyone in person, even if im alw... » Continue Reading
(bit of background, loads of rumours were made up about me and my friend mocking this girl called brookes mental health (none of which are true) and so brooke (who had seen evidence of it being false) got a girl to beat her up the other week.) so my mate gave her friends younger sister her phone cause she wanted to "make a tik tok", the video said "you better watch your back Brooke youre a slag im... » Continue Reading