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Category: Life
The month of May was crammed full of... stuff. Unpleasant stuff. For starters, my ex-husband belongs in prison, and I am taking the steps to make that happen. (Happy Pride Month...) Another incident involving him happened recently, and he has repeatedly demonstrated that he is not ready to participate in society with the rest of us normal folks. He should have never been released in the first pla... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Content warning: Depression & Mental Health Struggles Two months have slipped by in the blink of an eye. I briefly skimmed my previous entry, but I lack the energy to fully read and process everything I wrote. The past couple of months have exhausted me to my core, but that seems to be my new default state of being anyway. *Before I continue typing, it should be known that I just ingested a heavy... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I skimmed my previous entry from one month ago, and uh, things unexpectedly got worse since then. Life has a not-so-funny way of kicking people while they're down. My roommates and I are losing our home. This news has been a lot to process over the past week. I am not panicking, but I am stressed out, and very depressed. This home is the only place where I've ever felt genuinely safe and secure.... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I'm getting better at timing these out—exactly one month has passed since my previous entry. As always, a lot can happen in a month! For the entire month of December, I did not have my own reliable transportation which made getting to and from work a huge burden. I ride an electric bike full-time, and I experienced flat tires... three weeks in a row. It's not like swapping out a standard bicycle t... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
(I'm going to embolden key words to help myself refer back to specific topics in the future.) So, approximately 4 months have slipped by since the last time I overshared into the void. I re-read my previous entry to see where I left off, and yikes, I was in a lot of pain. My life has improved and » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Nearly one month has passed since my former life crumbled apart in one fell swoop. In my previous blog entry, I briefly described how my husband destroyed our marriage. To paraphrase a character from Bojack Horseman, when you view someone through rose-colored glasses, all the red flags just look like flags! My "hindsight 20/20 vision" has helped me to reflect and understand things over this past ... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Out of the blue. Completely unexpected. No preparation involved. My husband has been acting strange and distant for the past week. Then, on our only shared day off, he left the house in the morning and did not return until it was dark out. He did not text me all day, except to complain when I had an anxiety attack and called him. This is very out of character for my otherwise very nurturing and lo... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Oops, I accidentally skipped my blog entry for the month of May. WORK UPDATE: My previous entry showcased the beginning stages of my departure from my last job. Shockingly, that whole endeavor went pretty smoothly. I left on good terms with my former employer & coworkers, and we have remained friends. We still keep in touch and spend time together on weekends when we're able. All is well. My new j... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Spacehey is lagging pretty bad at the moment, and I was unable to open my latest blog entry to refresh my memory on what I'd written. Regardless, I'm here to vent (into the void) about work. I believe that the Nibiru eclipse and all sorts of other celestial events are heightening energies and causing a lot of distress in general, but this past week has also shown me several unmistakable signs that... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
[ This is a continuation of my recent bulletin. ] Like many folks, I've been going through it with the depression and all. Lately, my depression has taken a new direction. I've been fantasizing about minimalism. I've spent much of » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today was my day off from work, and I got a surprising number of things accomplished here at home. But my husband is on his 12-hour shift and my separation anxiety is becoming more of an obstacle with each passing hour. I feel like I'm trapped in ADHD paralysis, but it's more of an "I Can't Do Anything Until He Comes Home" paralysis??? » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My previous entry (2023 wrap-up) went into detail about all the positive and good things occurring in my life. As it turns out, good things tend to be temporary! This past holiday season was one of the worst I've had in quite some time. Christmas was » Continue Reading
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