On Saturday morning at half past ten I woke up, and despite having stayed up until 4:30am the night before, I decided I would hop in the smart car and drive the entire 2 hours of motorway back home. I just needed it. I just knew it was what I needed. I also told my parents I would probably come, and so I ju » Continue Reading
Today in Russian, at the end of the lesson, the teacher asked if anyone's studying Spanish - only I put my hand up, because everyone else in the class does French and Russian, and the teacher said "ahh, so lots of time, and you have a Slavonic background for Russian - you should be getting no less than a first!", and I laughed like yeah lol, and this girl next to me who I've never really spoken to » Continue Reading
I've been feeling empty. I don't know if it's because I miss my parents, or because summer's wearing off, or because I'm still stressed about that stupid house next year, or if it's because I've been drinking at least once a week for 5 weeks (alcohol is a depressant and I am depressive). I don't know and I don't eve » Continue Reading
Oopsie forgot to write this one in. It was a few days ago now, but basically I dreamt that I got into an argument with my dad about my driving license. He wanted me to get a full license. I said I already have a full license, I'm not on a provisional anymore, and he was like "well can you drive a lorry?" I said, » Continue Reading
I am currently sat in a classics lecture. Imogen has let me sit in on one of her Beauty and Goodness lectures which is p cool bc I actually briefly considered doing this module as an optional module. They're discussing love and what love is and isn't and how it should be treated/ regulated in the state. how » Continue Reading
So I just logged on after my friend told me she updated her profile on here. I checked my notifs and it turns out I had a comment on one of my blogs and a friend request from like 2 weeks ago?? Which to me is wack. How have people found this account?? Man I've posted some personal shit here, you know. I really » Continue Reading
I forgot to write this one in, mostly because I was so busy trying to piece it back together. It was one of those long and plot-heavy dreams that drags on through half-waking and half-lucidity, so it was very very interesting but so strange and I regret that I forgot a lot of it because it no longer makes much sense. » Continue Reading
I dreamt that I was going to perform as part of a band. I was going to be the drummer, and Anna Richardson was going to play her trumpet or something. I was stressing a bit though because I don't actually know how to play the drums, and I didn't even know what song we were going to be playing. We ended u » Continue Reading
I dreamt I was at a water park/river of some sort. I got in and started going downstream, until I realised how huge and rapid it was getting. It freaked me out so much, I thought I must've chosen the wrong day - the river must be flooding over from the rain or something - so I desperately made my way back upstream. I'm pretty sure Maya and Alaster were there somewhere. The edges of the river/pool ... » Continue Reading
I dreamt I was sat on a shore with white sand and clear water. I was in a little weedy cove which was shaped like one by the river near mine, and I had all my things in a pile on the sand. I think I might've been sat on or behind a rock, because I remember having a specific little sitting spot just on the edge of the water. The sky was beautiful and there were palm trees and everything. » Continue Reading
Yesterday I went out with my fresh friends. We went cupcake decorating (lol) and then headed to the club which was dead so we went to the other club which was only slightly less dead, and while we were there it gradually picked up. One of the girls who was with us was called Hannah, I only met her that night and she was telling me how she's struggling bc of her bf and her parents not being able to » Continue Reading