not necessarily obscure, just random things i feel like sharing as my head is an endless container of yugioh information 遊戯王 yugioh (more accurately yuugiou) means king of games which SHOULD be well known but i have gotten the impression from many people including a lot of yugioh fans that they think it's just random gibberish...? every yugioh protagonist has the same kanji for yu in their name (遊... » Continue Reading
here's a little bio thing since (at least right now) i like keeping my actual profile short and sweet i'm so autism and i love yugioh (all of them), kingdom hearts, brain development, chickens and linguistics very much currently yugioh has full ownership of me right now i like other things too though i like to talk about these the most my favorite yugioh series is a tie between zexal and sevens bu... » Continue Reading
yesterday I was despairing for... reasons and I randomly decided to watch ponyo since I know I watched it as a kid but I honestly didn't remember a single thing of the movie aside from the main character so I basically got to watch it for the first time again it was really beautiful sweet and charming... that's just sort of the case with ghibli movies, no wonder they're so wildly popular and loved... » Continue Reading
writhing in agony. if anybody has any advice i’d really appreciate it but like, an opportunity to continue college came up and i kind of thought of myself as done after i got an associate’s degree but now this along with a friend encouraging me and my inability to get a job (not that i’ve applied but my home situation is preventing me from it) i’m considering it again. but i don’t have any job i w... » Continue Reading
i've had this reoccurring element in my dreams where i pick up a small bird and when i put it down, its legs become extremely spindly and barely. it reminds me of my pets. when they have anything that is or might be health issues, i get so scared and stressed that if it doesn't get resolved i just reject my pet altogether and want to give it away or let it die. what mental illness is at work at th... » Continue Reading
pedophiles, zoophiles, necrophiles, other horrible people and supporters of them use some words to describe themselves and community (there’s apparently a whole community. yeah. it’s awful) that aren’t very obvious on the surface so given that i have unfortunately learned of them thought i’d share so people can watch out for them, especially minors online, please be careful! i’m making this at the... » Continue Reading
i’m REALLY itching to draw because artfight is soon, so does anyone want to do a quick art trade? doesn’t have to be anything super fancy and polished i just want to draw :) » Continue Reading
i've been here but i've been sort of ghosting just updating my art thread.. which you can see here if you want, i really like keeping it updated it makes me feel productive! motivates me to keep drawing. i can't post the art i make in blogs or bulletins because it makes me self concious, i don't want to spam u_u though i've been focusing so much on art i've forgotten to do a » Continue Reading
two of my three favorite go rush characters made a return in this episode i'm so excited i think i'm going to die of joy firstly shewbahha... he came a little earlier in the episode but he was in his sword form which is giant. it's so cute to know he can float and carry such huge weight in his tiny humanoid form too » Continue Reading
i'm honestly not sure exactly why, but i'm really excited for artfight this year! i've been updating my descriptions and such... if you don't know what artfight is, it's like a month long art game once a year where there's two teams, and your goal is to attack the other team and by drawing their characters and gain points that way. more points for art with more effort, and the team with the most p... » Continue Reading
so you know i’m a shut in. some big contributors to that is i don’t know how to drive and my parents don’t want me leaving the house especially on my own. weird because i’m an adult but i guess they’re just a bit crazy because i’m the youngest child. anyways i talked to my therapist about my problems preventing me from even looking for a job much less getting one, which for the most part goes to t... » Continue Reading
i'm still ridiculously excited about seeing three days grace live, so i want to share some of my favorite lyrics from their songs "i'd rather be faceless in the dark than be so fake like the way you are, yeah, that's why i stay so far away from you" - i am an outsider "and when i wish it all would turn to black i try to see the light and push the darkness back" - the mountain (this one makes me th... » Continue Reading