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Category: Life
tmi, life, catching up, its everything well, i'm surprised at myself in my old blog posts here. really personal in a way online that i haven't been since, mostly due to the fact that i've shifted to a basically fully-nsfw online presence, and haven't really found it to be the place to do so, especially considering it's mostly short-form websites (bluesky) or various blogs dedicated to a specific t... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i've been being a pervert on bluesky. what's going on here..? seems to be dead. nice to be able to look through old blog posts though. I don't really remember much of the early 2020's, so it's nice to have a time capsule. i have 13 (named) pooltoys now. my internet presence has shifted to almost completely nsfw, so i've abandoned most old accounts like this. i've been happy to be myself online,... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
yupp! i really don't want to be writing a blog post rn i'll be real with you. but i'll keep it simple: the past couple months have been a struggle, mentally. high highs and low lows. i have no more weed left aside from edibles that turn me inside out and are violently expensive sooo. I can't really bum around with drugs anymore, which is really really good! with that and spring having sprung, i fe... » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
originally titled: this was gonna be a bulletin post but it got too long edit: what happened to the pictures why do thye look like that i hate this website just right click/long tap and open it in another tab jesus christ » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
once again do the winds of change call to me in whispers... just barely started to speak. Lovely! that's good. i've been really struggling with weed. i've felt really empty and aimless and it's been the only thing to make me see the world in depth and color. which is bad! but i've finally reached a breaking point where my mind and body both agree that it's time for a break. my body isn't a temple... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
aghhh... new years huh. mm. gotta love it... Another year of this beautiful life. (Turning around my sour attitude is another part of this new year. Resolution. etc.) i am doing okay. my mental state has middled out i think. not too good not too bad. struggling quite a bit with self control and lethargy. just kinda depressed and wanna sleep. but i'm working on it. i hate to brave the cold glum mo... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Ohhhhh so thats why i have been turning into a harpy. I see. jokes aside i've actually been managing my emotions... somewhat! i've started identifying little aggregators in my life and, instead of letting it fester like i always have, am actively working on fixing them or cbt'ing my way past it. wow! i've been perusing the mary jane mindscape the past week again and doing some deep thinking in bet... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
well, hello. it's been 2 months...? 1 month? i don't know. i'm having a bit of a slump. my boyfriend visited me for a whole month which was amazing! we basically were just living together, independent and free, and living in a little wonderland of not having jobs and just doing whatever the hell we want. now that fantasy life is over because he's back home and, yknow, we don't have jobs. so we hav... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i've been doing really good these past few days!!!! i feel changed. i've been going out, taking walks, doing things i've been meaning to do for months... i even have a little tan from being outside! Wow!! i hope i don't sound cliche talking about this but yknow. i just feel nice. on the tolerance break front, i'm bad at that. but i've slowed down my intake atleast. i feel very human. i can be in... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
ohhhhhhhh... you have to put in lots of work to reap any sort of reward. so, if you read my bulletin, you saw that i finally got my license! yes i am 24. but y'know, it's better late than never, i would rather have gotten it now than waiting and waiting out of fear of failure or injury. and this feeling's got me really thoughtful ever since. i've had it drilled into my psyche that everyone in the ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
she is currently at the moment pouncing on my blanket torturing a moth that flew in. her soul is that of a hunter... anyway, hi, hello. i'm planning on taking my license test this week! no appointment, gonna do a walk-in super early even though that sounds like shit. because if i fail i'm just gonna show up every day until i get it. i think part of why i've been struggling is the lack of support f... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
ive been struggling the pass few days so i deserve it smh... anyway im enjoying some time outside even though its boiling hot and mosquito rich. I'm going to use voice to text cuz I'm too high to type struggling also in the sense that now that I'm actively trying to get better.... I'm starting to feel that uphill climb you know. that one part of me that's super insincere and doesn't see the worth ... » Continue Reading
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