don't feel like being on much

i've been doing really good these past few days!!!! i feel changed. i've been going out, taking walks, doing things i've been meaning to do for months... i even have a little tan from being outside! Wow!! i hope i don't sound cliche talking about this but yknow. i just feel nice.

on the tolerance break front, i'm bad at that. but i've slowed down my intake atleast. 

 i feel very human. i can be in the moment a bit easier lately. i'd like to try making friends. the world is right in front of me and all i have to do is reach out and grab it.

in other news, i had a giant dinner just now. chicken and ham sandwich, macaroni, big thing of yogurt, glass o milk. That is kind of an insane meal just cause of the milk. Is it weird im one of those guys that drinks milk for pleasure and refreshment. It's so good... i'm also .yknow. remember the tolerance break thing. well...

im a kings freaster.  <- typo i like so much i can't fix it

when i feel good like this i don't want to be online much. i like being outside, doing things, being active... so i hope you don't miss me. 

no luck on the job front yet. workin on it.

nothing left to say im too hi i wanna end this blog. hope youre havin a poppin night