i think using this site, short as my time has been on it, has *Actually* been helping me work through some deep-seeded socialization issues i've had for most of my adult life. it began with tumblr having easy-to-make sideblogs which isn't inherently bad, but i got it in my head that i must section off every interest of mine into easily corral-able sites, that i shouldn't accidentally burden some r... » Continue Reading
the amazing wonderful fantastic H20 GO FLASH AND SPLASH SEAL my first pooltoy purchased for the purpose of being a total furry about it. he is HUGE and so freaking cute, so huggable, shiny and a handsome lad. i spent the entire night being a total nutcase over him. i understand » Continue Reading
i didn't want to make another downer blog because the last few ones make me look like a total schmuck and i don't need that reputation. Let me tell you i still have the whimsy within me!! editing right here to say: i forgot that the title had to relate to the body of the text. so i just wanted to add that i've been cooped up for days and going a little stir crazy so being productive and going on a... » Continue Reading
gonna do a deeply personal blog because why not i was taken out of school early as a child because i was being bullied basically every day. most days i would come home crying. i requested home school so often but i deeply regret it, even though i wasn't even 10 yet making these requests. i didn't know it at the time but that would be the last time in my life i would be surrounded by peers of my ow... » Continue Reading
there are many family birthdays in the latter half of the year so i tend to be out and about very often around late july. today, i went to my nephews birthday at an arcade. fun! i felt the most fancyfree and airy in public there than i've felt in a while. maybe it's because there was a beat saber machine. i can play beat saber at home yeah but... Machine in public.. wow. but my real reason for wri... » Continue Reading
WOW.... it's been so long since i felt the enjoyment of decorating a website!!! with so much customization power... i used to be really into making tumblr themes and i was pretty good at it. now i have forgotten it all... but i've just gotten finished with editing my profile again and it came together really nicely and pleasantly and it makes me happy to look at. hopefully it looks good on mobile.... » Continue Reading
not a blogpost proper but just going to say I'll try to only befriend others on here who are adults. no offense! but i want to discuss adult themes and its not my place to do so when a kid can see so easily. not to mention its not a good look to be almost 25 with friends 10 years younger than me. » Continue Reading
having hoarding disorder run in the family worries me. i think I've done good work to not pick up any hoarding habits. unfortunately my dad and sister both hoard. luckily for them, i am an avid fan of cleaning. i worry though, is my generosity being used? I don't want to be the sole cleaner of their spaces. I'd rather they learn better habits for themselves instead of waiting on me to clean after ... » Continue Reading
as a kid i had lots of rude petty judgements about people passed down to me from my mom and general society. a man who is balding or has hunched posture is sure to be a creep, it's such a prevalent thought about such a large portion of the population that this sort is typecast into villainous roles throughout media for many many many years. even worse, a balding odd man with an effeminate personal... » Continue Reading
i haven't had the energy to blog about my weekend... with the heat, the amount of people, the noise and sound and running off 3 hours sleep... that messed me up. but we went to ripleys aquarium (wonderful) and the ripleys museum (torturous) the aquarium was small but so beautiful, i got to see rays and cuttelfish and octopi, was really hoping to see some sea lions... but oh well. i got 2 minerals... » Continue Reading
currently sitting in a bunk bed with my niece... the curse of being the youngest sibling! of course I'm not complaining, im overjoyed to be here. Where am i? well i went to atlanta, now im enjoying a cabin in Tennessee! its all for my brother's birthday... we went to atlanta for the purpose of seeing the Georgia aquarium, unfortunately they were sold out of tickets until 6pm...! so sad, we were al... » Continue Reading
typing this way is like a combo of my early internet self and my modern self. having all this freedom has taken a pressure off my brain i didn't know was there. feels nice and "Airy"... BTW, keep men with earrings in your thoughts tonight, mine are real spiky and my headphones are pushing them into my skin... itch itch itch. did anyone here have a Marry Your Favorite Character Online profile? i w... » Continue Reading