Date: 27 june 2024 I landed in Sweden 5 days ago, my suitcase is still not here and I'm leaving for Germany in 3 days. I have never been so triggered before in my life. In that suitcase is 99% of my underwear, 75% of my t-shirts, 100% of all of my shorts, all of my sleep medication, my Ipad pen and more. So I guess I'll be walking around in Germany in nothing but a t-shirt since I'll have NO unde... » Continue Reading
Date: 24 june 2024 I left for the trip the 15th of june on a saturday and arrived at around 16:00 in the afternoon that day. I met my friend who I would be staying with, her mom, and her moms bf. Not too much happened that day but the day after (on sunday) I got to meet a lot of her friends at a birthday party. They made Paella that was completely flavorless which we laughed abt. We played jackb... » Continue Reading
Date: 12 june 2024 One of my friends birthdays was today and she messaged me and we talked a little, she sent a picture of her out with her bf saying she was having some drinks. I noticed she was sounding more and more drunk and then she said "I wanna say," "I'm really happy I got you as a friend." She continued saying "I just want you to know," "I appreciate you a lot." Even though she was obvio... » Continue Reading
Date: 7 june 2024 I have been having really weird dreams lately, dreams about the same people mostly. I have dreamt of my family, friends and classmates, though I think the weirdest people in my dreams are the ones I don't recognize. I assume I must have seen these ppl at some point in real life but I can't remember them in the slightest, they're just strangers in the dreams. I think some of my d... » Continue Reading
Date: 12 may 2024 I went to see my relatives this weekend. 4 hours away in some hotel we met up and apparently it was because my grandparents wanted to exchange rings a second time (I only found out about it there). At first I felt alright, then I started panicking right before dinner, but at dinner fortunately I had a pretty good time. I sat next to one of my cousins that I talked to. We talked ... » Continue Reading
Date: 8 may 2024 I wanna get an ID card for my trip to Spain so I googled where to get one. What popped up was one from the tax office saying "ID-card" and so I clicked on it. It said I needed to pay a fee before booking an appointment, so I did. And only AFTER I had payed did they inform me that the ID was not international. So... wtf? I went to the other site that I saw when I googled where to ... » Continue Reading
Date: 7 may 2024 My birthday was the 5th but I didn't think abt writing abt it until now. I got some nice gifts, a watch, a keyboard for my Ipad, money and clothes. My brother came home for my birthday, my other brother that lives at home didn't show up. He was out drinking instead, but I guess that's fine. I feel kinda anxious abt being 18, had to go to the doctor today and she went thru what wi... » Continue Reading
Date: 3 may 2024 I went to comic con with my friends today. We left after school and one bus ride, 4 subway switches, 10 km and 3 painful hours later we arrived. There were a lot of complications, for example we didn't know we were not allowed to bring our bags in so we had to go drop them off, there was no place there for u to store them either. It was really cool going in there tho, never gone... » Continue Reading
Date: 2 may 2024 I've realized that I'm not sure if I know what it feels like to "be in love" with someone. I can recognize when ppl are attractive but I don't know about these experiences ppl talk about. Like "butterflies in ur stomach", sure I guess I can feel nervous around people but I can feel nervous around anyone so how do I know which ones are the real deal? Or "u get excited when they ... » Continue Reading
Date: 28 april 2024 I think the only time I feel truly real is when I'm with my childhood friends. One I'm still in good touch with, we met up today and wandered around. It was fun. We ate ice-cream together. Besides that I watched the Ugandan movie "Who killed captain Alex?" recently, funny movie, recommend. Though it is only around 50% translated. I got a ton of schoolwork that I should've done... » Continue Reading
Date: 25 april 2024 I've been feeling kinda down lately, I think for multiple reasons. My brother drinking, my friends making me feel lonely as fuck, my mom stressing me abt turning 18 soon and just having no clue wtf I'm doing. A month ago I would've thought "meh I'll figure it out", but now for some reason it feels like everything matters so much. Every decision I make will impact my future, it... » Continue Reading
Date: 22 april 2024 I befriended a girl thru spacehey and we added each other on discord, this was around half a year ago. We started talking on the regular and it was okay the first couple of weeks. Then I started to notice how different we were, different sense of humor, different music taste, movie taste, food taste, different opinions on a variety of topics and what I realized was that we had... » Continue Reading