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Category: Life
Date: 8 may 2024 I wanna get an ID card for my trip to Spain so I googled where to get one. What popped up was one from the tax office saying "ID-card" and so I clicked on it. It said I needed to pay a fee before booking an appointment, so I did. And only AFTER I had payed did they inform me that the ID was not international. So... wtf? I went to the other site that I saw when I googled where to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Date: 7 may 2024 My birthday was the 5th but I didn't think abt writing abt it until now. I got some nice gifts, a watch, a keyboard for my Ipad, money and clothes. My brother came home for my birthday, my other brother that lives at home didn't show up. He was out drinking instead, but I guess that's fine. I feel kinda anxious abt being 18, had to go to the doctor today and she went thru what wi... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
Date: 3 may 2024 I went to comic con with my friends today. We left after school and one bus ride, 4 subway switches, 10 km and 3 painful hours later we arrived. There were a lot of complications, for example we didn't know we were not allowed to bring our bags in so we had to go drop them off, there was no place there for u to store them either. It was really cool going in there tho, never gone... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Date: 2 may 2024 I've realized that I'm not sure if I know what it feels like to "be in love" with someone. I can recognize when ppl are attractive but I don't know about these experiences ppl talk about. Like "butterflies in ur stomach", sure I guess I can feel nervous around people but I can feel nervous around anyone so how do I know which ones are the real deal? Or "u get excited when they ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Date: 28 april 2024 I think the only time I feel truly real is when I'm with my childhood friends. One I'm still in good touch with, we met up today and wandered around. It was fun. We ate ice-cream together. Besides that I watched the Ugandan movie "Who killed captain Alex?" recently, funny movie, recommend. Though it is only around 50% translated. I got a ton of schoolwork that I should've done... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Date: 25 april 2024 I've been feeling kinda down lately, I think for multiple reasons. My brother drinking, my friends making me feel lonely as fuck, my mom stressing me abt turning 18 soon and just having no clue wtf I'm doing. A month ago I would've thought "meh I'll figure it out", but now for some reason it feels like everything matters so much. Every decision I make will impact my future, it... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
Date: 22 april 2024 I befriended a girl thru spacehey and we added each other on discord, this was around half a year ago. We started talking on the regular and it was okay the first couple of weeks. Then I started to notice how different we were, different sense of humor, different music taste, movie taste, food taste, different opinions on a variety of topics and what I realized was that we had... » Continue Reading
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Date: 4 april 2024 I was gonna go to bed when my mom told me she thinks she has alopecia. She showed me her scalp and ngl it did have bald spots that I never noticed before. I feel bad cs she seemed kinda scared to loose her hair. I just said “it will be fine” cs that’s all I could think of. - Elliot » Continue Reading
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Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Date: 24 march 2024 I watched the movie "The Elephant Man" yesterday. I cried a lot bcs of it. I felt his humiliation when he could finally imagine being with a beautiful woman such as Mrs. Kendal, and was then immediately caught thinking so by that fucker. Felt very degrading and scary thinking from his perspective. Couldn't feel his joy either cs it was based on things that I feel should come s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
Date: 13 march 2024 I don't like when ppl laugh before I've even said the funny part of a story. Sometimes when I smile and begin saying something to a friend they immediatly laugh, I don't get why, I haven't said anything funny. It makes it feel very ingenuine and I worry that they will always just be forcing a laugh with me. Not a big deal but still something I've been thinking abt. - Elliot » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
Date: 3 march 2024 I met my classmates or "school friends" today. It was pretty boring but I tried to make conversation, seems the only way we as a group can have "fun" is by making me the punching bag. When I got home I cried. What a waste of a day. - Elliot » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Date: 25 february 2024 I watched the movie "Old Yeller" and it was really good. After I finished watching it I discussed the movie with my parents. Now I've finished the fourth season of "You" on netflix (not so good, don't recommend), and I went down stairs to talk to my parents abt it but then I realized that I really, wish I had friends that I could talk to, nothing that has to be too deep jus... » Continue Reading
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