Date: 14 june 2025 I have been super busy with last minute school stuff, and on top of that as soon as I was finished I got sick. So that has sucked, my first week of summer break and I'm stuck at home. And who gets sick during summer? I expect that at some point during winter but not in June. I wanna plan a bunch of stuff but I've been so tired and had such little energy, I'm not sure why. I thi... » Continue Reading
Date: 25 may 2025 This friday I got a crazy big hickey, and I really did think it was gonna go away during the weekend but it has not. So that's not great. I've been using a scarf to hide it but it's warm and weird cs it's almost summer and I'm not even a big scarf person, feels like it has to look sus. I also went on a walk with my friend on saturday to catch up and have a small picnic together.... » Continue Reading
Date: 22 may 2025 I was gonna write something yesterday but hey space was down. But I’m really glad I didn’t cs today I got only good things to talk abt (or almost only good things). I had my presentation in social science about world conflicts in the morning, and I got a lot of praise on how my presentation looked. Even tho praise on the content of my presentation would’ve been better I still di... » Continue Reading
Date: 19 may 2025 I’m okay with being nervous, a little nervousness is fine, but right now I think I’m too nervous. I was already nervous abt stuff before but now it’s just piling on. A while back I asked the guy I like if he wants to be in a relationship with me, he said it was too soon. And I get it, but at the same time it makes me feel like I’m not enough for him to be sure abt. Felt like I w... » Continue Reading
Date: 11 may 2025 I had been looking forward towards friday and saturday this week, and it definitely made up for my bad birthday earlier. On friday I had a sleepover with the guy I like and it was fun, tho he gave me possibly the worst gift I've ever gotten (well maybe except for that one time I got two pair of vests made of sheep wool on christmas), but he made up for it in bed (sounds way more... » Continue Reading
Date: 5 may 2025 On saturday I celebrated my birthday early bcs my brother was home for the weekend. Me and mom were gonna go and buy an armchair for me, as a birthday gift, it went terrible. She told me I wasn't thankful enough and that I was "difficult". She ended up mad at me cs I wanted to go home when I realized she wasn't in a good mood and that the trip was gonna be quite long. After she t... » Continue Reading
Date: 27 april 2025 I’m kinda reaching that age when it feels like I should have some sexual experience. I know there’s no pressure and everyone does it at their own pace and all that, but I still can’t help but feel like I’m missing out. Obviously I’m curious abt it, mostly what’s been holding me back is that I’m scared. Heard this Finnish saying that’s translated to “u know ur ready when ur mor... » Continue Reading
Date: 22 april 2025 I'm genuinely losing it. Why does my brother get so mad over such small things? I don't get it. I took the towel from the bathroom upstairs and he got so pissed that I didn't replace it, cs I couldn't. I couldn't find the towels and neither mom nor dad new where they were. He doesn't think it's fair that I don't have to empty the dishwasher since I'm in school and he has to si... » Continue Reading
Date: 20 april 2025 I have had this weird mood all week and it's getting annoying. I'm not even sure why I'm in this mood, can't think of anything that would make me feel this weird. I'm kinda stressed abt school but I'm almost always stressed abt school so I don't think it's that. A friend of mine told me she wanted to die and then told me that she loved me which was extremely worrying, but I do... » Continue Reading
Date: 15 april 2025 I met up with friends during the weekend, we watched the minecraft movie on sunday in the cinema. It was... kinda ass, no it was definitely ass actually. the storyline I could not care less abt and the characters were all boring. I only liked when Jason Mamoa and Jack Black made a human sandwich that one time, that was awesome cs there was genuinely no reason for them to do it... » Continue Reading
Date: 11 april 2025 Besides this, my brother is in town and is celebrating his birthday which was yesterday. We went out to eat at this Japanese restaurant that was super expensive, not the best in my opinion. I'm glad he is home, things always feel better when he's at home. Less fighting and less tension. He will only stay till Sunday though. He is going to go meet up some friends tomorrow and d... » Continue Reading
Date: 1 april 2025 Originally I was just gonna post abt all the good things that happened on the sleepover, but now I have other things to think abt. The first time him and I kissed I got sick the day after, I didn’t think anything of it cs why would I? Now this Friday when he slept over, we kissed, I got sick the day after. We have not kissed on any other occasion between or since. I don’t want ... » Continue Reading