Late happy new years

Date: 3 january 2025 

I had a great new years this year, especially compared to the last one when I just sat at home and did nothing. This new years me and my friends decided to meet and sleep over at someone’s summer house. We went there on the 30th and left on the 1st, so we slept two nights there in total and it was just enough for me. Not too much and not too little. We ate good food that one of us cooked, we watched movies, played games, went into the sauna, lit fireworks, burned a goat (made of hay), and me and one more even went swimming. 

It was great, not only cs of all of those things but bcs my crush was there. We talked a lot and laughed a lot. We shared the same bed both of the nights even though there was no reason for us to do so since there was another bed. It was cold as hell during the nights, I woke up to myself shivering and apparently he noticed so he gave me his blanket to share and held his arm around me. After we had been to the sauna I was cold and in my bathing clothes and so he hugged me to keep me warm. We also wrestled in our bed and when I was gonna leave he pulled me down and said he was gonna keep me there. This all makes me wonder if he likes me. I hope he does.

I think for this new year I wanna focus on self improvement, not friends, or school, just myself. I wanna be more independent and be able to do stuff by myself. I wanna get my drivers license this year, possibly get a scooter license, I’m gonna write the Swedish SAT, I wanna learn to cook and I wanna plan the summer well. Gotta aim high, we’ll see where I land. 

- Elliot