good things, except my brother

Date: 4 november 2024 

I have been doing a lot of stuff lately, with school and with my social life. I went to comic con this friday and met Sean Banan (famous swede), so that was cool. I've been hanging out with friends a lot, especially during the break. Returning to school now has been slightly stressful, I'm also working on extending my permit for a driving service which is stressing me out. Hopefully they'll approve it, if they deny it then Idk what I'll do.

Right now I'm probably stressed the most abt my brother. His boss showed up at our door today and when I opened he seemed pretty mad. He told me that my brother hasn't been showing up at work for the last 3 weeks and doesn't answer his phone. I was kind of shocked and didn't know what to say. When I went to get my brother he was in the bathroom and so I told him that it was urgent, bcs his boss said he wasn't going to leave until he spoke to my brother. I went upstairs and kind of waited, listening for when my brother would step out and talk to him, but he never did. Instead our mom came home and talked to his boss instead. She told him my brother is mentally ill and a druggie (I don't know if that last part is true, he seems drug clean to me but what do I know). Now my parents are both home trying to get my brother to come out of his room, but he refuses.

I can't relax, even though this really isn't that big a deal. I know my brother is mentally unstable, I know he has a bad track record with keeping jobs, and I know he keeps things secret often. But I guess just bcs I know it, doesn't mean it feels any better. 

- Elliot