Date: 26 september 2024
Ever since Tuesday I've been feeling weirdly anxious. On Tuesday I discovered that I might have a crush on someone that I know would never like me back. On Wednesday I got a message from my friend saying "I did something bad but *insert bfs name* stopped me..." and that she had gone to the hospital. Today it is Thursday and soon Friday will come but I still feel bad. I've been very off the whole week, haven't been very social, have barely made any jokes, and for the first time in a year I cried at school. I didn't bother going to see my friends during the breaks and instead I just sat alone.
I miss my friend, a lot. The one that is in England at the moment. I'm counting the days till she's back, 14th december. Right now I wish I could talk to her, she is maybe the only person that I feel actually listens to me. I'm scared she'll forget about me. I'm worried I might need her more than she needs me, I hope it isn't that way. I'm getting kind of upset writing abt it so I'll stop now.
- Elliot
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