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I need to up my anti-depressants

Category: Life

Date: 5 july 2025  I have been feeling pretty down lately, been feeling lonely, tired and sad. I never have energy to do anything, I used to do more. A couple of months ago I was making all sorts of plans, now I'm just laying in bed, doing nothing. It's depressing, not "relaxing" like my mom likes to call it, I don't feel "rested" after laying in bed all day. I hate this. I've also been thinking a... » Continue Reading

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I don't get it

Category: Romance and Relationships

Date: 1 july 2025  I don't understand why every time I voice my feelings it becomes such a big deal. To friends, family, and even my bf. They don't get what I'm trying to do, they either approach me assuming that I'm joking or trying to create conflict. It's neither, I'm trying to express what I feel but it never goes right. Today I tried to tell my bf how I didn't like when he just ignored my mes... » Continue Reading

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I got a boyfriend? And I found out as I was crying?

Category: Romance and Relationships

Date: 27 june 2025  Yk when ur doing fine but then someone asks "are u okay?" and all of a sudden u burst out crying? Well that sorta thing happened to me yesterday.  I was hanging out with the guy I like, watching a movie, when I noticed my parents were fighting. My parents fighting I could ignore, but then I saw my brother stumbling in thru the door, obviously drunk asf, and then I could no long... » Continue Reading

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Clingy friends

Category: Friends

Date: 22 june 2025  Having a clingy friend doesn’t seem like an issue in theory, but once u get one it can get sorta exhausting. My friend had been talking abt how much we can hang out during summer break, and I was originally hyped for it. And when summer came we decided on a day to hang out. But then he started talking abt how he wanted it to be a sleepover, and no matter what I said he insisted... » Continue Reading

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Sick during summer

Category: Life

Date: 14 june 2025  I have been super busy with last minute school stuff, and on top of that as soon as I was finished I got sick. So that has sucked, my first week of summer break and I'm stuck at home. And who gets sick during summer? I expect that at some point during winter but not in June. I wanna plan a bunch of stuff but I've been so tired and had such little energy, I'm not sure why. I thi... » Continue Reading

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Huge hickey

Category: Romance and Relationships

Date: 25 may 2025  This friday I got a crazy big hickey, and I really did think it was gonna go away during the weekend but it has not. So that's not great. I've been using a scarf to hide it but it's warm and weird cs it's almost summer and I'm not even a big scarf person, feels like it has to look sus. I also went on a walk with my friend on saturday to catch up and have a small picnic together.... » Continue Reading

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The best speaker in our class

Category: School, College, University

Date: 22 may 2025  I was gonna write something yesterday but hey space was down. But I’m really glad I didn’t cs today I got only good things to talk abt (or almost only good things). I had my presentation in social science about world conflicts in the morning, and I got a lot of praise on how my presentation looked. Even tho praise on the content of my presentation would’ve been better I still di... » Continue Reading

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Friendship break up?

Category: Life

Date: 19 may 2025  I’m okay with being nervous, a little nervousness is fine, but right now I think I’m too nervous. I was already nervous abt stuff before but now it’s just piling on. A while back I asked the guy I like if he wants to be in a relationship with me, he said it was too soon. And I get it, but at the same time it makes me feel like I’m not enough for him to be sure abt. Felt like I w... » Continue Reading

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Birthday party and jealousy

Category: Friends

Date: 11 may 2025  I had been looking forward towards friday and saturday this week, and it definitely made up for my bad birthday earlier. On friday I had a sleepover with the guy I like and it was fun, tho he gave me possibly the worst gift I've ever gotten (well maybe except for that one time I got two pair of vests made of sheep wool on christmas), but he made up for it in bed (sounds way more... » Continue Reading

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Might be one of the worst birthdays I've had

Category: Life

Date: 5 may 2025  On saturday I celebrated my birthday early bcs my brother was home for the weekend. Me and mom were gonna go and buy an armchair for me, as a birthday gift, it went terrible. She told me I wasn't thankful enough and that I was "difficult". She ended up mad at me cs I wanted to go home when I realized she wasn't in a good mood and that the trip was gonna be quite long. After she t... » Continue Reading

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What is “sex” even abt bro

Category: Romance and Relationships

Date: 27 april 2025  I’m kinda reaching that age when it feels like I should have some sexual experience. I know there’s no pressure and everyone does it at their own pace and all that, but I still can’t help but feel like I’m missing out. Obviously I’m curious abt it, mostly what’s been holding me back is that I’m scared. Heard this Finnish saying that’s translated to “u know ur ready when ur mor... » Continue Reading

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Angriest I've been this year so far

Category: Life

Date: 22 april 2025  I'm genuinely losing it. Why does my brother get so mad over such small things? I don't get it. I took the towel from the bathroom upstairs and he got so pissed that I didn't replace it, cs I couldn't. I couldn't find the towels and neither mom nor dad new where they were. He doesn't think it's fair that I don't have to empty the dishwasher since I'm in school and he has to si... » Continue Reading

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