Date: 23 september 2025 So it’s been a month, what’s happened? Here’s a recap: I went on my first real date with my bf to the cinema and watched the movie Weapons (it was alright ig), that same day was the first time we held hands in public, I went out to eat pancakes with a friend and came out to her as trans (it went well), I talked a friend out of harming herself over the phone, I have done a b... » Continue Reading
Date: 28 august 2025 Even though the week started rough I still got some plans for the weekend that I’m excited abt. And today and tomorrow I’m gonna meet my bf, I think we’re gonna put our disagreement aside for the time being cs we both got a lot going on and don’t wanna pile on to that with arguing and stuff. Instead we’re just gonna watch Gumball together and chill, it’s gonna be fun (and rel... » Continue Reading
Date: 25 august 2025 It’s the first week of school and I already had a breakdown, worst part is I’m not really sure why. I just couldn’t stop crying, fortunately I locked myself in the bathroom and then the school therapist came and talked to me. It was embarrassing tho. I don’t know why I had the breakdown, it felt like I was gonna throw up and then my head started pounding and it was just awful... » Continue Reading
Date: 20 august 2025 Went on my first date with my boyfriend. Our first time going to the movies only the two of us, my first time being at his place, and our first time holding hands outside. So a lot of firsts. I talked to his sister for a bit abt slime and promised her I’d make some with her the next time I come over (if he lets me). As I was abt to leave and we had left the apartment buildin... » Continue Reading
Date: 3 august 2025 Yesterday I was at the Pride Parade in Stockholm, it was my first time attending one. It was somewhat fun somewhat painful cs of the sun and heat. I was there with three friends and then we met up with two other ppl there for a bit, then I saw someone I knew, my friends saw someone they knew, so there were a lot of encounters. The parade went on for much longer than I expected... » Continue Reading
Date: 29 july 2025 So my parents are back from their vacation. I can hear them now arguing with my brother, who btw has been ruining my sleep lately. It's not directly his fault but also kinda is, my parents have been calling several times during the morning when I'm sleeping in to ask me to wake up my brother. His boss is calling him and them asking where he is. And idk what to do, and neither d... » Continue Reading
Date: 24 july 2025 So yk the "L word" right? Idk why I'm making it sound like a slur I'm talking abt the word "Love". Anyway the thing is, I've been thinking for a while abt how I'd use it, in what contexts, why, how, with who and all that. I've been thinking abt it ever since I started having feelings for the guy that I'm now together with. And I've come to the conclusion that I think it's good ... » Continue Reading
Date: 17 july 2025 I spent the day with two of my friends by the pool, it was fun. Only problem is I couldn't find any sunscreen so I went without and now I have burnt my face, shoulders and chest (those are the most affected areas anyways). But I think I'll be fine, it doesn't hurt (yet?), it's just a lil sensitive. And it was so warm today (29 Celsius) that I HAD to swim for me not to die of a ... » Continue Reading
Date: 5 july 2025 I have been feeling pretty down lately, been feeling lonely, tired and sad. I never have energy to do anything, I used to do more. A couple of months ago I was making all sorts of plans, now I'm just laying in bed, doing nothing. It's depressing, not "relaxing" like my mom likes to call it, I don't feel "rested" after laying in bed all day. I hate this. I've also been thinking a... » Continue Reading
Date: 1 july 2025 I don't understand why every time I voice my feelings it becomes such a big deal. To friends, family, and even my bf. They don't get what I'm trying to do, they either approach me assuming that I'm joking or trying to create conflict. It's neither, I'm trying to express what I feel but it never goes right. Today I tried to tell my bf how I didn't like when he just ignored my mes... » Continue Reading
Date: 27 june 2025 Yk when ur doing fine but then someone asks "are u okay?" and all of a sudden u burst out crying? Well that sorta thing happened to me yesterday. I was hanging out with the guy I like, watching a movie, when I noticed my parents were fighting. My parents fighting I could ignore, but then I saw my brother stumbling in thru the door, obviously drunk asf, and then I could no long... » Continue Reading
Date: 22 june 2025 Having a clingy friend doesn’t seem like an issue in theory, but once u get one it can get sorta exhausting. My friend had been talking abt how much we can hang out during summer break, and I was originally hyped for it. And when summer came we decided on a day to hang out. But then he started talking abt how he wanted it to be a sleepover, and no matter what I said he insisted... » Continue Reading