i wanna cry so much. this hellish year is nearly over and my mother is making my healing process so much worse that fucking narc bitch. I CANT LOSE CONTROL. im terrified i cant lose that sense of control, i cant let the monsters in my family win. i cant let my mum control me, i cant because im panicking so much shes so horrible to me. she hates me. but i have to keep lying or ill get hurt so much... » Continue Reading
sigh, i started playin pressure recently cuz im doing my annual once in a blue moon roblox binge before i go back into hiding for a year and man i have a fat ass crush on Sebastian wtf like ughhhHHHHHH THE FUCKING VOICE HMHMHHEHEHHEEMMM. KEEP IN MIND I DONT KNOW THE LORE OR SHIT YET SO NO SPOILERS!!!! but damn... damn.. i want him to hold me with his tail. i get so excited when i die so i can hear... » Continue Reading
mabel soos dipper mcgucket stan ford/sixer waddles dippy fresh giffany gideon robbie tyrone tad strange nacho/dorito/chip who are you blind eye mommy/daddy/baby weird portal nothing tantrum spooky valliscineris hectoring t. j. eckleburg fuck you/bitch/sex/whore/slut/asshole/shit disney matpa » Continue Reading
i got the first game and i really liked it and ive been thinking about getting re-up whenever that goes on sale but got distracted by... things (i played through the entirety of portal and got a tf2 addiction) but apparently flipside came out and theres... foot fetish stuff????? hHUH??? and also the endings were apparently ass bruh my heart would literally be broken if i was hyperfixating on class... » Continue Reading
but DESPITE THAT. heres my thoughts hazbin hotel is asscheeks. but the pilot was amazing, honestly. it was kind of jam packed but it had so much charm which is why people waited so many years for it to come out. the current show is ass though helluva boss is the better one despite it also being... bad. i think stolas and blitz dynamic was well written until the recent episodes where its become kin... » Continue Reading
its almost the end of the school term so after this its one more term until the end of the school year ^_^ also i think im finally getting kinda okay at tf2 so dats cool. i dominated someone yesterday :D heres a few other very small updates i had my first full session with my new psych this week and i talked legit talked non stop for an HOUR AND A HALF about my parental issues, we went 30 mins ove... » Continue Reading
i put on nyan neko sugar girls on my youth group tv and this kid kept bitching and moaning about me putting it on so much that a staff member came in and thought id put something annoying on and basically told me to turn it off. so i put on the nyan neko sugar girls mask vid outta spite and he told me he was gonna literally rip the remote out of my hand if i didnt turn it off??? wtf??? he bitched... » Continue Reading
look ik its late as shit but seriously? my parents anger issues really just seem to be getting worse huh. so i woke up at 2:50 to my disappointment and i knew i wasnt gonna really go back to sleep so might as well watch Youtube. now its 4:30 and i just decided a bit ago to get some water. we have a water filter thing in the kitchen that ppl use to get water. i grabbed a glass and put it under the... » Continue Reading