"Discovered BPD"
Always confused:D
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I crave your touch, when we are apart. I miss you with all my heart, body & soul, when we are apart. Being away from you makes me ache. when I am indeed with you, it's like the earth shakes. Every time we are apart I anticipate the next magical meeting with you. When we are apart I turn blue. When I am again with you, all my worries fade away. You are my safe place, loving you and being loved by ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
The past week or so I have been feeling attacked at work pretty sure no one likes me and I'm getting fired soon. » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I just wanted to write some thoughts, some realizations, and some things I have been going through. I have been experiencing extreme pains to the point where i have been going to doctors and hospitals. It has been a rough journey of lots of IV's and currently I've been put on birth control. Right now we are going to see if it helps balance some things out in me for the next 3 months and if it doe... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
When I do not know what to write but I still want to I start to doodle on paper, I never know what to doodle either so I scribble until it makes something but today I wanted to talk. I wanted to talk about whatever came from my mind, maybe my random thoughts. I am missing the past a little too much lately, no I do not feel depressed at least not rn. I just feel numb like I am just floating in my e... » Continue Reading
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Category: SpaceHey
For whoever stopped to read this. Hello lovely, hope you are having a wonderful day. Do not forget that you mean something to someone. If you do not believe so, you are wrong! You mean more than you think. Don't let that voice in your head talk you down. You look amazing, do not let negativity take over your day today. Remember to take deep breaths if you feel overwhelmed. You are incredible my lo... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Oh no, oh dear There it is again That feeling, why is it back? I thought it was gone I am with friends, why now? I feel sick, I feel gone Why does it have to be me Why does it have to be now I am in my head with this feeling This is not fair Why wont it go away This feeling of emptyness » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Lately nothing feels real I believe I am having an episode I have no idea what is going on 24/7 each day just feels like I am just existing until the next. I am not sure what I feel right now and the only peace I get is when I am in my partners arms, I feel lost at times and alone. Not alone in the "I am lonely" kind of way but in the "I feel an emptiness of emotion" kind of way. All I want to do ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Why are feelings so hard? I still have a major crush on him but now I am with someone else I like them too but I feel terrible for it. My s/o knows about my crush towards them and they are fine with it but I still do not feel right. I wish I could hate him but I can't my feelings still linger no matter how much I try to forget them. I like my partner so much and I am happy with them but feeling so... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I am done I am completely done with trying to be the best person ever I am tired of being kind I am tired of just giving myself away. I try to help I always do but if people are taking advantage all of the damn time I want to be cold I wish I did not care so much. I wish I could shut off all emotions, is this what I get for helping others? Is this what I truly fucking deserve. Am I that terrible o... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I hate this feeling inside my chest, my stomach and my head. He makes everything spin. I never quit, it aches when I see him with another. I hate that I am feeling this way. I hate that I have feelings for him. Him Him Him he is the only one in my head. Make it stop, why him? It feels like I am gonna get hurt, I keep falling and falling but he only catches me with one finger. He gives me hope tha... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Everything is always on my mind, I always worry about everyone and everything. I do not want to but I can not help it. Being kind is most definitely my weakness. I can not stop thinking of several things. The guy I like, work, school, college, my future, my friends, my social life. Everything piles on me like a sack of boulders on my chest. My health has taken a toll on all these worries that I ca... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Why must everything be so stressful, My blood pressure is high and I am so young. This is not fair at all! I am supposed to be living life stress free. The world is going to chaos, My mental health is decaying and my body too. I have been going to the hospital for my heart pain due to the stress yet I have to keep dealing with the shit that is causing it. I want to be free and let go. I ca not tak... » Continue Reading
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