Stress!! TW!

Why must everything be so stressful, My blood pressure is high and I am so young. This is not fair at all! I am supposed to be living life stress free. The world is going to chaos, My mental health is decaying and my body too. I have been going to the hospital for my heart pain due to the stress yet I have to keep dealing with the shit that is causing it. I want to be free and let go. I ca not take it anymore. I am at the point where my mental health is hurting my physical health. I feel like the worlds weight is upon me. I want to end it all already the pain is too much.