I am not good at titles

I  just wanted to write some thoughts, some realizations, and some things I have been going through. I have been experiencing extreme pains to the point where i have been going to doctors and hospitals. It has been a rough journey of lots of IV's and currently I've been put on birth control. Right now we are going to see if it helps balance some things out in me for the next 3 months and if it doesn't then id need to be cut open to see if I have endometriosis. It is a scary experience but I am hoping to find answers soon cause this shit sucks and it is so damn painful. I just want the pain to go the fuck away already.