"Song: FREAK by LuLuYam"
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Category: Life
MY EAR BUDS ARE FUCKING BROKEN :(( Now I have to go downtown for my appointment and I can't blast music in my ears at unholy volumes resulting in temporary tinnitus I don't know how I'll live » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My mom and I are big theatre kids and we have a subscription to the theatre downtown specifically for the musicals that come through. I was SO HYPED when she told me a while ago that Six was coming this season cuz I really didn't think it would. A while ago when I was not doing so great that was one of the things I came up with to keep going for, like "I gotta stay alive so I can see Six" cuz I fi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
It's been 3 whole months since my top surgery which means I'm FINALLY allowed to do excessive/straining exercise. I haven't been able to do anything more strenuous than walking this whole time so my body lost it's conditioning and now that I'm back from the studio life is pain :). It was awesome though I had so much fun and I can't wait to schedule another class I'm so glad I can go back it's the ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
I literally only have one singular friend and for a while they've been taking a break from everyone and everything to focus on their mental health so I was also taking that time to focus on improving myself and my mental health. They're finally back though!! We got to talk yesterday and we stayed up while I showed them the entirety of Generation Loss and all the secrets and theories and behind-the... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
It should be common sense that in a shared living space you shouldn't just take food without asking who it's for. Not everything is for sharing. Go fucking figure that I'm already having a bad day and this inconsiderate moron chimes in with his cluelessness. I'm so sick of him having no sense of how his actions affect other people. Takes shit without asking, moves shit and doesn't put it back, doe... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Being trans is such a beautiful thing. As much as the country (U.S.) and the world in general suck right now I would never change who I am. I love my complicated/messy/unique experience with gender and my contradictory/nonconforming methods of gender expression and being wholely and unapologetically me even when people don't understand and/or hate me. As much as gender dysphoria sucks I love that ... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
This just in, we’re receiving reports that a new fad is taking the nation by storm. Its name: JORTS! But it appears as if this breakthrough in jean-short splicing technology is causing irregular weather patterns all across the globe! It’s the warmer season so I can’t wear jeans I really like the denim, but not the length of the seam My mom dresses caz and my dad likes to preen I’m not like eit... » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
Fuck school all my homies hate school. You'd think since I live in a major city that's very expensive to live in that our public curriculums would at least be average but they absolutely suck. Our school district in general sucks, I could go on for hours about all the constant problems. Regardless, I just don't think school is made for brains like mine. I'm not like a genius or anything but I conf... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
When the weather started getting nice like a month ago I was thinking about the trip my mom and I are going on to NY in a few months (we go pretty often to see family) and my mom always tells me to take a swimsuit when we travel even if we probably won't swim. I realized that I've had top surgery now and it probably makes more sense for me to just wear swim trunks. That feeling is WILD to me. I do... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I think I spent the last 2 weeks riding the high of having a new hyperfixation and now I'm coming down. I feel so exhausted like I can't do more than one thing every day. I'm supposed to be making a cosplay but after working for like 20 minutes all my energy fizzes out. I'm also really bad at it lmao. It's not like I have absolutely no experience but I'm certainly not great. I reaaaallllyyyy wanna... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
A combination of alexithymia (difficulty recognizing and understanding one's emotions) and depression sucks SO badly bc I already have dysfunction in the part of my brain that produces serotonin and dopamine PLUS when I do actually feel happy I often can't actually tell lol. It's to the point where I realize that I don't know when I was last happy and then I start questioning if I remember what it... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
TW explicit discussion of self-harm I've been on HRT for over a year now and I've been having my mom give them to me. She's a nurse so she's good at it. I've been thinking a lot about what I'm gonna do when I move out though. That's not even close to being in the near future but it's still a concern. Giving myself the shots is soooooo hard though. Idk why I've just always had a thing when it comes... » Continue Reading
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