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Category: Life
This morning I caused both my therapist and I to have a happy-cry session while talking about my personal growth and mental recovery and that's quite literally my greatest life achievement so far!✨ This whole time the ongoing greatest achievement had been that I was even still alive but now I'm truly getting somewhere and for so long it felt like I never would but I am. I described it to her as f... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I like to live like all the seasons are spooky season but IT'S STILL BEST WHEN SPOOKY SEASON IS REALLY HERE :D I don't have enough money to shop at Spirit Halloween this year I don't think I'll survive :(((((( /hj » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
You ever suddenly become hyper-aware of your existence? It makes me really uncomfortable. Like it feels like I'm not really me. I'm just in this body that was given to me but it's not mine, I'm thinking these thoughts and feelings that were given to me but they're not mine, I'm experiencing the 5 senses but they're not mine, everything in life feels borrowed. It often feels like I wasn't supposed ... » Continue Reading
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I gotta learn how to resist the urge to window shop online when I'm bored cuz I'm just sad now that I can't buy any of it. Why are all the things/hobbies I like so expensiveeeeeeeee my taste is just too immaculate! /j I've been admiring gothic lolita/ouji fashion for a while and I really wanna start getting into it and putting together some coords but I have to wait til after September to start lo... » Continue Reading
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This is one of those things where many AuDHDers ponder if it's more the autism or the adhd but I feel like when you have both it's not like having 2 separate things that clash together sometimes it's like they morph into one big thing and the experience can be very different from just having 1 (which is not to argue whether any experience is easier or harder). I feel like having both makes some of... » Continue Reading
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When I first ever started trying out pole dancing I got this special deal at the studio I go to that was a 4 for $40 class pack for beginners and 1 out of the 4 classes I scheduled was a spin pole class. It was pretty hard so I figured I'd practice just doing static pole because I didn't have any experience with form so doing the form while I'm moving was too hard. Now I'm good enough with my form... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
This post is LOOOOOOOOOOOONG basically writing out a shit ton of my thoughts like a diary. It's been a minute I had to recover from my trip to NY lol. It was a lot of fun but it was also EXHUASTING so I didn't really feel like writing anything or talking to most people or being outside my room. We got to see a bunch of really cool immersive art experiences (Museum of Sex, Wonderland Dreams, Color ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Travel and Places
My mom and I usually go to New York pretty frequently to see family but after quarantine it's been pretty long since we got the opportunity and now we're finally here for the week. The place I live doesn't have a lot of activities for anyone under 21, if you can't drink it's mostly just like small parks or hiking trails or I guess the mall if you have money but I don't have a job yet. I'm also not... » Continue Reading
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Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
It'd be a crime if I didn't go all out for Barbie » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I'm actually the dumbest person on Earth (/lh) I forgot I had an eye exam today and I scheduled a pole class so now I have to take my class with my eyes dilated. I absolutely HATE having my eyes dilated it's so annoying to have to do it every year cuz my genetics hate me. I am really excited to get new glasses tho I hate the frames I have but they were expensive so I didn't wanna switch and cost m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I haven't spoken to my dad since about near the end of my 8th grade school year. He was very verbally and emotionally abusive and neglectful my whole life and one day I finally realized that I didn't deserve it and that I was old enough to decide who gets custody of me (my parents were already divorced way before) so I just stopped seeing him. I've been in and out of therapy for a pretty long time... » Continue Reading
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