For as long as I can remember I've always had a minor issue with my joints being weak and getting stiff and painful sometimes but it's never really been that big of a deal. Well I also have a habit of downplaying everything cuz of the way I was raised I guess so I'm very used to simply dealing with suffering bc I don't believe it's really suffering but like in the past it genuinely wasn't that big... » Continue Reading
LOOK AT MY SON! PRIDE IS NOT THE WORD I'M LOOKING FOR. THERE IS SO MUCH MORE INSIDE ME NOW! /ref (Song is Under the Wool by KMODO) p,h1,h2,h3,h4,h5 { font-family: } * {cursor: url('data:image/x-icon;base64,AAACAAEAICAQAAAAAADoAgAAFgAAACgAAAAgAAAAQAAAAAEABAAAAAAAAAIAAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA6N » Continue Reading
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO HEAL AND BE HAPPY WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO FEEL LIKE HOW CELIE FEELS WHEN SHE SINGS I'... » Continue Reading
You got games on your phone? p,h1,h2,h3,h4,h5 { font-family: } * {cursor: url('data:image/x-icon;base64,AAACAAEAICAQAAAAAADoAgAAFgAAACgAAAAgAAAAQAAAAAEABAAAAAAAAAIAAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA6Nz8AOnb/wDhz/8Avf/4AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA » Continue Reading
My dad texted me "merry Christmas" today. I don't actually have his number saved so I was confused asf for a minute but then I checked my mom's phone to see if it was a match. I guessed it was probably him since this happens every once in a while like when he told me he was moving to New York or when he told me he was going to therapy. I haven't properly spoken to him since like 8th grade. Idk I d... » Continue Reading
Absolute banger about the drastic and sudden shifts in one's sense of self during manic episodes! Lyrics: La la la, la la la la la la! La la la la la, la la la la la la! I'm a- I'm a- I'm a big killer I'm a real go getter You'll be eatin' on my threads I'm a real trend setter Knife in my hands with ya blood on my sweater Name on the wall yeah you better not forget it! I'm a psycho drama que » Continue Reading
Literally winning at life rn (other than my mental health problems lol working on it). I got hired at the hospital that I was reaaaally gunning for so I will have hella benefits because I'm an employee of the state now. It's also so much better than I expected. I prefer working nights I'm absolutely NOT a morning person but the only available listings were for mornings so I just told them my prefe... » Continue Reading
There's a particular hospital that I REALLY wanna work at more than the others in the area (it's a state hospital so I'm not naming it for privacy). A fter several applications I FINALLY got past their stupid computer algorithm so that a real person could read my resume and I instantly got a first interview. Their algorithm is so unbelievably ridiculous! My mom had to search reddit for a post from... » Continue Reading
CW mild body horror/gore (cartoon depiction) Some sketches of my true love Alice Angel (she'd literally kill me but it's okay :3). Reference: (Reference for Allison too since she's in one of them) Sketches: » Continue Reading
I've always felt really stiff in my movement no matter what I'm doing and I've ALWAYS wished I was more naturally flexible. I wish I knew earlier in life that you could train flexibility cuz I would've started sooner. I thought you just were or you weren't for a while. I'm taking flexibility training classes at my pole studio now but I really don't know how long it takes to see progress. We were d... » Continue Reading
LuLuYam's making a comic series that ties into their music and musical OCs and I'm SOOOO excited for it!! This is the description on their website: I’m proud to announce that I have started work on my comic series “Lucifer Lucifer”. ”L.L.” is a series accompanying LuLuYam as a form of lore for the characters and faces behind the music. The comic i » Continue Reading
EVERY CLASS IS ALL ABOUT INVERTS AND IT'S SO HARDDDD!!! It already took me forever to feel comfortable doing a jasmine and now it's getting sooooo much worse. Like at least a jasmine is still mostly horizontal, now I gotta be fully upside down. The crazy thing is I'm kinda doing it tho! Like I genuinely don't know HOW THE FUCK I did this but I DID IT!!! (The red is me censoring » Continue Reading