Ever since Joey Drew Studios dropped a teaser on YouTube for Bendy and the Cage I've been violently thrown back into my love for BATIM/BATDR and now it's everyone's problem! /hj Lol nah I'm a loser I only hang with 2 ppl but I am sucking people into BATIM nonetheless. For a while now I've been getting my mom into story games by being her personal let's player and she actually has responded very we... » Continue Reading
Have you ever died in a nightmare? Woke up surprised you hadn't earned your fate? Have you ever felt like Atlas, threw your back out on the axis And » Continue Reading
TW mentions of grooming/pedophilia I've been feeling worse about my loneliness recently (the seasonal depression is seasonal depressioning) and I just so happened to come across a reply from an old friend while looking at old posts of mine earlier. It's had me thinking about the whole friend group and I miss them. We all live in the same area, it really wouldn't be hard to go find them and ask the... » Continue Reading
So annoying, just as I was starting to make some good progress too. Now I'm super exhasuted all the time and everything I do feels lukewarm. I just wanna rot in bed for a few months. I feel bad tho bc I don't really feel like going through the effort of going to my pole classes but my mom pays for them and they're not cheap so I don't wanna waste her money. It's just soooooo much tho. Plus I'm loo... » Continue Reading
TW art depicting self harm and substance abuse (Song playing is Internet Overdose/Internet Yamero from Needy Streamer Overload!) References first! Sketch! » Continue Reading
I got a new psych and she immediately tried me on some new med as another futile attempt at treating adhd but apparently it doesn't interact well with mirtazipine so I had to stop taking it. I feel so dead constantly. I completely forgot what it's like to live like this idk how I was totally fine with it during school. I've become accustomed to sleeping well and I've lost all my tolerance so now t... » Continue Reading
I LITERALLY LOVE KAMALA SOOOOOO MUCH SHE'S SO RELATABLE AND FUNNY AND CUTE AND AWESOME (platonic!) She absolutely carried, but I loved everything about the movie everyone did really good! It's making me wanna rewatch Ms. Marvel, that one is easily my favorite of the MCU short series' (Falcon and Winter Soldier is a close second tho). I already wanna watch the movie again it was so fun and I loved ... » Continue Reading
I've been way to low energy for waaaay too long and it SUCKS! I haven't cosplayed nearly as much as I used to even tho I really want to cuz everything is so exhausting. I'm out and about today tho and I chose a more simple cosplay to ease myself back into it. I had a really hard therapy session this morning (screaming internally) and I just needed to get away from my room and get some fresh air so... » Continue Reading
I feel like I'm really confident when it comes to organizing my outfits and stuff and I even frequently edit my own pfp's, phone/desktop wallpapers, and app icons very well. My room looks SO fucking boring tho lol. How do I make it look more aesthetic in hereeeeeee. Looking at inspo on Pinterest doesn't seem to help cuz I just can't find what I'm looking for. Idek what I'm looking for I'm so lost ... » Continue Reading