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good things and also panicking???WHAT THE FUCK!!!1

Category: Life

OK SO THINGS I WANTED TO KINDA BREAK DOWN FOR MYSELF IM KINDA ALL OVER THE PLACE SO IM GONNA MAKE THIS PROFESSIONAL AND MAKE A LIST FIRST hangout today miss my friends!!! weight loss need to get high again good things on feeling more social is this tmi?????wait no not rlly it shouldnt be my period came back after probably 2 years fresh on my mind rn is WEIGHT LOSS!!!! im so fuckin » Continue Reading

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trying marijuana FOR REAL

Category: Blogging

waitlisted from sd and irvine and got sad and panicky and also its been a long week in general so I made some fun alcohol and got to try marijuana!!!!!!!! for real this time i got to try my brother's friend's weed and update: its so skibidi i heard ur not suppsoed to have alcohol w weed but idrc tbh whatever  i made a shitty comopolitan with apple juice, tangerines, and 2 shots of vodka and idk ho... » Continue Reading

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i realized i dont know how to take breaks because i hate every task i have to do so much

Category: Life

i feel bad for whining all the time on spacehey i want to spread some happy news!! i hate saying "oh i just dont know how to take breaks" bc i sound like those fucking wannabe workaholics which I find very annoying so i just want to clarify this is not me!! i mean it more as in like...like i literally am not a workaholic bc i fuckin g hate work and so i dont do it i ignore it for a long time and d... » Continue Reading

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March Goals and first weekly goal

Category: Life

In order of priority: Sleep schedule fixing Root of every problem imo!!! im so bad at fixing this even though I always try but I have to keep going at it bc as it is now it is not sustainable and it will result on me crashing out every 2 days Return to normalized exercise routine This looks the most difficult out of the list for me because I have been so low energy the past week. But if I don't fi... » Continue Reading

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February goals evaluation

Category: Life

Survive I did! it was really hard. i went through the 7 stages of hell. it was bad. i did it though. good job me Exercise/Running! failed. i tried to get some exercise here and then but I definitely fell off compared to last month » Continue Reading

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need to sleep more and reenergize

Category: Life

today and yesterday felt like they just swept past through my fingers nothing too eventful, still fairly busy and stressful, but i feel like i really wasn't conscious of any of the decisions I made this might be just because. I didn't journal yesterday. and i really havent for today YET (im doing it rn here!) I just want to regain some more energy because I feel so miserable and I feel like the sm... » Continue Reading

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Acceptance of own fatherless behavior

Category: Life

It's 4 am and im a bit sleepy but also my head feels as clear as ever It probably has a bit to do with still trying to adjust my sleep schedule from korea time to cali time but i think today in particular was a more unique day too all of these thoughts that I was thinkin about blogging about are kind of jumbled inside my head rn i recited them in my head before i stood up to grab my laptop but I f... » Continue Reading

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Crying a lot and trying marijuana

Category: Life

it feels like its been a month but it also feels like it hasnt been that long its been fun but also just really hard. I keep going back and forth between "fuck my baka life" and "I love yuri and consumerism!" and "i love my family and there is hope for the future!" WAIT. korean apple juice is goated anyways  I hope my dad kills himself soon and I wish I can induce it but then hes gonna bitch and c... » Continue Reading

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How everything's been going

Category: Life

I sometimes disassociate while walking or doing something because its like...its kinda weird that I'm in korea rn. like normally id be in school but im like. actually here. Which feels weird. It's cool to connect with extended family members. Errgrgggrggrgrg there's still a lot of awkward moments though. I feel like they're being slightly more careful with me and my brother because we're American ... » Continue Reading

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Stressful times

Category: Life

My flight is in about 6 hours and I'm planning to stay up until we have to leave for the airport It's hard times but I'm really glad that I have wonderful friends to support me in tough situations It'll be a week dedicated to mourning and family bonding, but it'll also be a full week off of school and other commitments I've been on a overall productive routine, but it has also been extremely overw... » Continue Reading

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February Goals

Category: Life

Survive February will be a super busy month with a potential trip to Korea, competition stuff, and a couple scholarship deadlines. Time should free up more once this passes but I have to lock in until I can relax a bit more Exercise/Running! I spent a good chunk of January doing mostly light cardio and calisthenics but I want to start dedicating myself to a more consistent routine with better vari... » Continue Reading

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