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waitlisted from sd and irvine and got sad and panicky and also its been a long week in general so I made some fun alcohol and got to try marijuana!!!!!!!! for real this time
i got to try my brother's friend's weed and update: its so skibidi
i heard ur not suppsoed to have alcohol w weed but idrc tbh whateverÂ
i made a shitty comopolitan with apple juice, tangerines, and 2 shots of vodka and idk how to measure amount of weeds but i feel like i can just kinda fly away
i had the weed set down a bit before adding alcohol but the few initial hits was really pleasant because it kinda just felt like something from within me was just lifting me up
and now w the alcohol too it kinda of just feels like idk...lke i feel like a bread dough fermenting?? like i kinda feel myself rising
if the wooziness from alcohol weigths u down, weed kinda lifts u up and this is so gewd......
theres the thing w how im just sleepy in general too and now im warm and kinda relaxed while typing this but i feel like i could just close my eyes and just become the clouds
my chest feels light and minty idk how to describe it im just kinda zen and happy rn and i just feel like everything happens for a reason. tmr's gonna be fun and i think thats about what matters the most. im gonna be fine its all good its all okay!!!!
thx for reading yaaahoaoaghaohao
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Jegg
I woke up from the best sleep ever and it was one of the sleeps for sure i think i had a dream but i dont remember much but i felt so relaxed though it was like i was wrapped in heavy warm air or like layers of extremely light blankets
I took a shower first bc i didnt yetserdya and i just fell asleep and i had my makeup on the whole day so i was worried ab my face
shower was good!!!! i feel like it wouldve been fun if i took a hot shower when I was at my peak phase
my throat's been really dry so ive been trying to drink a lot of water and thats about it. I still feel a little woozy and floaty?? I guess theres a bit leftover in my lungs
but its not as scary as yetserday im kind of just zen. it feels like when alcohol starts hitting minus the bad parts of it. anyways im just happy that a lot of great things happened yesterday. i feel like im on break!!!! but its just the weekend. and woke busan uncle and aunt both texted me so im very excited to respond to them and yaa just good stuff
I feel like I have one of those spinny rainbow kid hats on when I say wow guys i tried weed for the first tiem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! uurghh and now that im more or so back to normal i keep having this lke "omg i cant believe i tried weed!!!" like im kind of in this giddy state where I want to experiment more if i can but also im scared bc ive never experienced anything like this before and its like ggughh!!!! what if i become an addict!!!! but then im like no i wont bruh!!!! stop overreacting its just weed!!!!! idfk
it was actually so fun yesterday though and i feel like weed would be better if done w friends because when I was in my room by myself it was abit scary becaude i turned the lights off and so i was in the dark and that made it feel like the space was shiftying around and i also got scared i would imagine something scary and it would come out of the closet
but then i went downstairs to join my brother and my brother's friend and i just got really giggly the whole time for no reason it was just the situation was so funny because ive never really lost this much control in my body before but still keep so much energy???? I was freaking out a bit but also it was cool and funny so i think i just laughed a lot
AND SO i feel like this wouldve been so fun with friends if we just sat in a room and skibidi blazed or whateer idk!!!! I still havent gotten the chance to drink alcohol w friends yet well I have but it was biitch champagne for new years I want to get like skibidi kinda drunk but still have some consciousness kind of idk!!!!!!! fun stuff so so fun life is good i love living thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gutrot
mixing weed with alcohol is called being crossfaded! i personally dont like the feeling but its not really "not allowed"
ohhh i see!! ty for telling me :D!
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Jegg
ok now it feels like its presing on my chets i feel like im deflating um its kinda scary and also im cold im gonna sleep now
Jegg
I got 2 more hits and it was like i knew it bc i got a rlly bad cough from it this time
oghhh my fuckin god ohhh my fucking gotdddd do you knlw when u just wake up from sleep u feel this like rumble in your vision it feels like thta but in my lungs n like my lungs feel really minty and my hands and forehad feels super minty and i feel like i could fucking fly any second i feel so cloudy and fluffy and chill i feel like i can jus fall asleep and die