Hello SpaceHey I woke up like maybe 30 minutes ago from a very scrumptious 10 hour sleep I feel better than yesterday but I still feel like I am going to die my acne pmo...and im still eating relatively like shit but ig im doing a bit better i tried to make a neocities page yesterday but my css page kept not saving properly and it pmo so i stopped. i think i should just. combine the css and html ... » Continue Reading
HI! before i get into my resolutions i just want to say fuck my brother for being an asshole ab me taking off schools from my application list like omfg he is so fucking cringe bc hes literally projecting his insecurities ab college onto me like its literally new years why dont we take some time to heal ur inner self before projecting ur shitass insecurities all over ur sibling! Actually I hope he... » Continue Reading
First and most importantly i need to get out of this rot phase im in i am a chud sitting on my ass everyday doing absolutely nothing and i need to stop and spend some time thinking more goals for this month...which i will mostly be spending at home bc i go back on the 20th i want to focus on preparing myself for 2nd semester so that I can return locked in main things I want to focus on Journaling ... » Continue Reading
had a lot to say in my mind in the shower but i kinda forgot most of it and lost the motivation to write everything its frustrating! ive done nothing since i came back home besides draw and hang out with friends which is like...GREAT! but not rlly! i want to do more and i had a lot of small things i wanted to do ive been hating drawing a bit maybe because ive been LITERALLY DOING IT EVERYDAY but a... » Continue Reading
I got new earphones (Linsoul KZ ZS10 Pro) and holy fuck they sound so bomb what the hell. what the hell. erm. and they look so freaking awesome!!! clear insulation for the wires(?) and like some metallic/black/clear mix for the actual bud bases OMG theyre so cute!! i didnt think much while ordering them on amazon but it actually matches perfectly w my laptop AAHHGGH!!! and they sound so good...li... » Continue Reading
continuation of a string of thought I had before my biology seminar 2day...it was getting kinda long so i wanted to switch it to a blog and write a bit more on it === My introspective journey this semester can be boiled down to love, as cheesy as it sounds! And I mean love in a very broad sense. Some influences and topics I focused on this semester were the following: Readings from my literature c... » Continue Reading
Everyone has had to have done terrible on that test just now bc it was horrible I hope everyone did horrible idfc ab their wellbeing bc i need the curve bad I need it pls pls pls SAVE ME SAVE ME SAVE ME SAVE ME i need everyone besides me to have recieved a 0 Most evil and vile test ever as if I was in a fear and hunger esque torture chamber. My eyelids felt like they were bleached, my arteries w... » Continue Reading
i might be a bit overdramatic bc its late and im sleepy idk what im doing here idk what more pressure I have to give to myself to shape myself to who i want to be like. ig the one job in my life should be to love myself and to be patient with watching myself grow, but I genuinely just cant help it but feel so disappointed in myself for not knowing what i want to do + not putting enough effort into... » Continue Reading
im gonna explode and die i dnt want to do anything rmnbrmnrbmnrbnmrrb im tired im tired abababjhabhababababbbbb!aaa!!!!!!!! august and september were very turbulent, but towards the end of september i think things started getting more established i think october will be a month of working on that structure ------------------------------- ROUTINE SLEEP! - again its back. im so bad w fixing this bu... » Continue Reading
mainly a reflection of this weekend but i consider my behavior throughout the weekend to be just an extension of how ive been feeling ever since coming to college so I really wanted to take some time to document this and figure things out as im writing this I am accompanied by lily chou chou playing through my cd walkman!!! i feel at home. its the first time i touched my cd player since i came to ... » Continue Reading
Hello!! currently typing this at the butler library and ngan is doing her lithum assignment next to me!!!!!!! Classes started 2 days ago and its been chill. theres quite a bit of hw (including stuff w deadlines that are pretty far away from now) but i want to make it a habit of getting stuff done early and regularly taking care of myself. so september goals will mainly be focused on academics and ... » Continue Reading
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